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hm, my day was nothing special today. i can't catch a football, and i fall asleep a lot, that's all i really have to say for today. haha our music video plans are probably gonna be postponed again.. -_- stupid track. i keep telling kevin liu that i'm going to his house HAHA. then i never do cuhs things keep coming up.

i feel like blogging right now. it's like the only thing to do other than like, youtube or something. yeah i should totally just go to sleep. i'm so tired. it's odd, sometimes, i hate writing. nd at other times, i just really wanna write. even when i'm like tired enough to lie on my bed for two seconds nd be knocked out, just like that.

oddly, i kinda want to just..vent right now. i'm not sure about what. i guess i'm just gonna start writing about whatever i feel like, haha.

hm, so mariel wants something entertaining to read, eh ? i'll give her something entertaining to read ! haha jaykay, this is probably gonna be the most boring thing in the entire world. nd it's gonna be so long that no one's gonna wanna read it.

so here's a little story. yeah, i guess i'm not venting today ? haha

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so this is a story all about how my life got flipped, turned upside down
nd i'd like to take a minute just to sit right here, i'll tell you how i became the friend of a girl called mariel

in south california, born nd raised in the playground was where i spent most of my days
chillin out maxin relaxing all cool nd all standin round talkin outside of the school
when a couple of girls who were up to some good started makin trouble in my neighborhood
they got better grades than me nd my mom got scared
she said, "we're movin near your auntie nd uncle in rowland"

i called for my mom nd when she came near, she came in her car nd it had chili in the mirror
if anything i can say that this mom is rare but i thought, "now forget it, let's go to rowland !"

i pulled up to the house about 3 or 4 nd i yelled to my brother, "don't wanna smell ya later !"
i looked at my new home i was finally there, to meet some new people like mariel bautista
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haha i hope you like it !
btw, i'm still going to jen's house ! yaay, how exciting :) no vid, but we'll be jammin with just the two of us ! cuhs kevin said he's not gonna be home. lmao

peace outt !
. lyd ! <3

a wooden box ? wth ?

well uh, i've decided not to talk about my life today. cuhs as usual, it's pretty boring. hahaha, i just wrote a poem a few minutes ago for english nd i decided i'd share it with you guys ! how thoughtful, right ? ;D haha jaykay. well, here it is, hope you like it :)

"the wooden box"
by lydia lei

quietly i lay in my dark home
which encloses me
until daylight appears
the long outstretched digits
enclose around me
grasping me, removing me from my home

these digits harass me
plcking, twanging, pressing down
on the lines stretched across my body
turning the pieces of metal on my side

they don't care
that it's hurting me, causing me pain
when these digits harass me
on the lines over my body

there is a hole
on the surface of my body
where these digits often play
inside of the hole
there is nothing,
nothing but empty space

i hear sounds around me
when the digits pluck my lines
music fills the air

then the digits stop.
the music stops.

all that is around me
fades away
i am placed in a box,
returned to my home
darkness surrounds me once again

now i know
without these digits
i am nothing.
i am only
a wooden box

lalala !

hello world :)
so uh, i'm bored ! hahaha basketball practice was cancelled, i didn't have much homework today, and jack, david, abe, nd all of them didn't stay long afterschool. so when i was all alone, i looked at my phone, nd it was 2:28 ! reminded me of alvarado, so i decided to go :) gosh mr. moreno sure does talk a lot. i didn't leave until like 4:30 -_- hahah i saw mrs. muise & mrs. kim too, but sadly, mrs. wycoff's door was locked when i went over there. her car was there, but hey who knows :) sooooo..i'm eating some..cashews. hahahaha ! and some honey nut cheerios :) mm mm good ! weell today has been an interesting day. somewhat :) i should go do my homework now..

toodles ! hahaha jaykaay
byeeeee <3

my weekend !

soo..i had a gooood weekend :)
starting friday ! weeell it's not gonna be as good as it could've been. but hm. friday was a good day :) i had lots of fuuuuun. basketball. mcdonalds. yes maan ! muahaha
then saturday ! oh baby what a great day. i was supposed to wake up at 8. but i woke up at like 9 nd i was like :o but it's okay, being late wasn't such a big deal. so my family nd i got ready in about an hour. we picked up kanow nd jess nd went up to mountain high ! snowboarded for about 5 hours ? yeah, it totally felt more like 2 hours. but whatevers, we had fun :) then we went to carl's jr. nd then we went to my church. funfilled day ! the car rides were all full of music nd crazy singing, then music and talking about boys. LMAO
soo..today i woke up. didn't feel much wrong with me. suddenly, i realized that my legs were sore. then i realized that my neck was sore. then i realized that my butt was sore ! LMAO TMI ? too bad :) so yeah, obviously, i'm kinda sore. hm, today i was at church for a loong time. longer than usual. nd i ate a loot -_- i'm currently tryna resist eating this purple lollipop next to me.
so the reason my long weekend isn't gonna be as good as it could've been is cuhs tomorrow i was supposed to go to jen's house to make a music vid ! buuuut. she's busy :[ ah who cares. we're planning on doing it next week. so tomorrow's gonna be a hw day, i guess. haha whatevers, monday's not really part of the "weekend" anyways :)
well i'm gonna go on myspace now ! hahahaha
peace oout <3

btw, happy birthday hannah <3

my second blog entry ?!

no way ! hahaha idk.
anywho. soo today was an okay day, not too good, not too bad. like most of my days :) hmm, i haven't started on my homework yet..i was at school until like 5, for absolutely no reason at all. just accompanying jack, i guess. cuhs all his other friends left him ! hahaha like kevin lim. then when i got home i played tetris -_- stupid addiction. and some sudoku ? haha then i fell asleep..then i ate. then i wanted to record a vid ! take a bow by rihanna for tomila. buuuuut. my brother's camera ran outta batteries. it's really getting annoying. haha one time it runs out of memory, the next time it runs out of battery. what's it gonna run out of next ?! haha idk :) anywho. i should really start on my homework..
bye ! :)







yeah, i know no one really cares about my day :)

my first blog !

haha so, tons of my friends have a blog, i think.
well i know that my bestfriend does :)
nd she's the world to me, so i can say that the whole world is blogging.
i always have something to say to someone, nd sometimes, nobody's online for me to tell.
so here i am, blogging, haha.
here's for the world to see me, whether i'm down in the dumps or i'm up on cloud nine :)
sometimes, i'd talk about people who piss me off. sometimes, i'd talk about things that just made my day. sometimes, i just wanna tell someone about my day just for the heck of it.
who cares what i'm talkin' bout ?
just stick with me through thick nd thin like mar has, nd i'll love you forever :)

. lyd ! <3