peace outt
love, lyd <3
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Sunday, November 22, 2009
sorry blogspot
i'll be trying tumblr for a while, though i might still post here
i'm more used this this anyways, lol
but i always feel like i'm talking to myself LOL
cuhs i'm a loser.
so yeah, tumblr, here i come.
but i feel so lost on it. feel like i don't know how to do anything on it
haven't tried something new online in a while
just started twitter & tumblr tonight, still tryna put off the facebook
whatevers, we'll see what happens :)
peace out
love, lyd <3
i'm more used this this anyways, lol
but i always feel like i'm talking to myself LOL
cuhs i'm a loser.
so yeah, tumblr, here i come.
but i feel so lost on it. feel like i don't know how to do anything on it
haven't tried something new online in a while
just started twitter & tumblr tonight, still tryna put off the facebook
whatevers, we'll see what happens :)
peace out
love, lyd <3
Monday, November 16, 2009
it's funny how
a christian perspective can change everything
"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation ; the old has gone, the new has come" 2 Corintians 5:17
there's a verse our fellowship has memorized, the first one to be exact.
but it's so true. it's like, when you have Christ in you, you really are just completely different. i've recently really really realized this, and i believe it is quite mindboggling. "mindboggling" ; what a cool word :) it is truly amazing the way God works in each and every one of our lives. i feel like this past year, i've been experiencing Him in more ways than i've every really noticed in my past. in times of stress and utter misery, i cry out to Him and i know He's there. i often feel so alone ; like nobody's really there for me, and that i have no one that i can just..go to & talk to about absolutely anything and everything. every single time, the Holy Spirit moves within me & reminds me that He's there. He's there for me to talk to, to vent to, to laugh with, He's my best friend, and no matter how horribly i might treat Him, no matter just how many times i can forget about Him, He's always been and always will be there for me. i just don't understand what it is about me that He could ever love. but i've grown to just accept that He loves me ; He loves me for who i am, what He's made me. He doesn't need for me to be perfect, becuhs well, that's just impossible. paul says in 1 timothy 1:15, "Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners—of whom I am the worst." i've read this verse time and time again, but it's never really occurred to me that it can apply to my life somehow. now that i think about it, it's really easy for me to say that i'm the worst sinner there is. compare who i am now to the girl i always was before, back in elementary school, even middle school. i've changed a lot, and i'd say it's for the worse. everything i do now is probably at least a bit more secular than the things i'd do when i was younger. i used to hate lying. i used to believe i'd never ever cuss in my entire life. i used to hate backstabbers and hypocrites. i used to let my mom pick out my clothes and not care that i looked good when i walked out of the house. i used to always, well usually, listen to my parents ; do what they told me to do, and not do what they told me not to do. "so take a look at me now, there's just an empty space, there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face." no just kidding. but take a look at me now. if you've grown up with me, you'll see the difference. if you're a christian yourself, you'll see the difference. how many times have i lied to my parents about who i'm going out with ? countless times. count how many times you see a cuss word in my blog. if i gave you a nickel for every bad word you saw, i'd probably be way more broke than i already am now. i admit, i do talk behind people's backs. i say one thing, and i do another. i never take my own advice. i spend half the time looking in the mirror, worrying about how "ugly" i am. i ignore my parents a lot now, or just don't obey what they tell me to do. sometimes i feel like i've lost my respect for them. but i know it's still there. "honor your father and your mother" the first commandment with a promise, in exodus 20:12. i know that verse still matters to me, i just don't always show it, and i often forget it myself.
if you read my short blog on friday, you can see that i was hating myself. i felt like there are so many things about me that people could hate. and i felt like there are so many things about me that people do hate. but funny thing, God takes dabbie to church with me on saturday, and coincidentally, alex is sick so we don't have our memory verse talk. instead we split into our groups and talk about 2 corinthians 5:17. we talk about how God made us in His own image, and if we think lowly of ourselves, then we're thinking lowly of Him and what He's given us. it's like if i think i'm ugly or fat, i'm criticizing God's work. but it's crazy how He reminded me of this the day after i blogged about hating myself, yaknow ? He is truly, truly amazing and i find it extremely, completely mindboggling. LOL.
God's love for me is uhm..uncomprehendable ? LOL idk what word to use. no matter how many times i fall, He's there to catch me and to bring me back to where He knows i need to be. this past year, i've been going kinda back and forth. i'll fall behind, and He'll bring me back. then i'll fall behind, and once again He'll bring me back. and it just keeps going and going. i can't wait til the day i can barely fall behind, but right now, at least i'm working on it right :) before this roller coaster of a relationship with Him, it was like..idk, a train ? LOL i wasn't feeling anything, and it was just going straight. stuck on the ground, never going up. so i've gone from a train to a roller coaster. hopefully one day i'll be on a never-landing plane :) i'll take off and then i'll just stay up there LOL hmm, well it's good to be kinda back. kinda back to where i belong, under His control somewhat. and hopefully one day i don't have to add on the "somewhat" haha. but i've been trying to cuss less. and idk about the lying or the hypocrisy or whatever, but i've been trying to respect my parents more, and to not talk about people behind their backs.. as much. hahah, hey i'm working on it.
so like yeah. i'm feeling pretty good at the moment i guess. although it's late and i still have lots of homework to do, boy problems, and a cake to frost LOL
peace outt
lydmonster :)
"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation ; the old has gone, the new has come" 2 Corintians 5:17
there's a verse our fellowship has memorized, the first one to be exact.
but it's so true. it's like, when you have Christ in you, you really are just completely different. i've recently really really realized this, and i believe it is quite mindboggling. "mindboggling" ; what a cool word :) it is truly amazing the way God works in each and every one of our lives. i feel like this past year, i've been experiencing Him in more ways than i've every really noticed in my past. in times of stress and utter misery, i cry out to Him and i know He's there. i often feel so alone ; like nobody's really there for me, and that i have no one that i can just..go to & talk to about absolutely anything and everything. every single time, the Holy Spirit moves within me & reminds me that He's there. He's there for me to talk to, to vent to, to laugh with, He's my best friend, and no matter how horribly i might treat Him, no matter just how many times i can forget about Him, He's always been and always will be there for me. i just don't understand what it is about me that He could ever love. but i've grown to just accept that He loves me ; He loves me for who i am, what He's made me. He doesn't need for me to be perfect, becuhs well, that's just impossible. paul says in 1 timothy 1:15, "Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners—of whom I am the worst." i've read this verse time and time again, but it's never really occurred to me that it can apply to my life somehow. now that i think about it, it's really easy for me to say that i'm the worst sinner there is. compare who i am now to the girl i always was before, back in elementary school, even middle school. i've changed a lot, and i'd say it's for the worse. everything i do now is probably at least a bit more secular than the things i'd do when i was younger. i used to hate lying. i used to believe i'd never ever cuss in my entire life. i used to hate backstabbers and hypocrites. i used to let my mom pick out my clothes and not care that i looked good when i walked out of the house. i used to always, well usually, listen to my parents ; do what they told me to do, and not do what they told me not to do. "so take a look at me now, there's just an empty space, there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face." no just kidding. but take a look at me now. if you've grown up with me, you'll see the difference. if you're a christian yourself, you'll see the difference. how many times have i lied to my parents about who i'm going out with ? countless times. count how many times you see a cuss word in my blog. if i gave you a nickel for every bad word you saw, i'd probably be way more broke than i already am now. i admit, i do talk behind people's backs. i say one thing, and i do another. i never take my own advice. i spend half the time looking in the mirror, worrying about how "ugly" i am. i ignore my parents a lot now, or just don't obey what they tell me to do. sometimes i feel like i've lost my respect for them. but i know it's still there. "honor your father and your mother" the first commandment with a promise, in exodus 20:12. i know that verse still matters to me, i just don't always show it, and i often forget it myself.
if you read my short blog on friday, you can see that i was hating myself. i felt like there are so many things about me that people could hate. and i felt like there are so many things about me that people do hate. but funny thing, God takes dabbie to church with me on saturday, and coincidentally, alex is sick so we don't have our memory verse talk. instead we split into our groups and talk about 2 corinthians 5:17. we talk about how God made us in His own image, and if we think lowly of ourselves, then we're thinking lowly of Him and what He's given us. it's like if i think i'm ugly or fat, i'm criticizing God's work. but it's crazy how He reminded me of this the day after i blogged about hating myself, yaknow ? He is truly, truly amazing and i find it extremely, completely mindboggling. LOL.
God's love for me is uhm..uncomprehendable ? LOL idk what word to use. no matter how many times i fall, He's there to catch me and to bring me back to where He knows i need to be. this past year, i've been going kinda back and forth. i'll fall behind, and He'll bring me back. then i'll fall behind, and once again He'll bring me back. and it just keeps going and going. i can't wait til the day i can barely fall behind, but right now, at least i'm working on it right :) before this roller coaster of a relationship with Him, it was like..idk, a train ? LOL i wasn't feeling anything, and it was just going straight. stuck on the ground, never going up. so i've gone from a train to a roller coaster. hopefully one day i'll be on a never-landing plane :) i'll take off and then i'll just stay up there LOL hmm, well it's good to be kinda back. kinda back to where i belong, under His control somewhat. and hopefully one day i don't have to add on the "somewhat" haha. but i've been trying to cuss less. and idk about the lying or the hypocrisy or whatever, but i've been trying to respect my parents more, and to not talk about people behind their backs.. as much. hahah, hey i'm working on it.
so like yeah. i'm feeling pretty good at the moment i guess. although it's late and i still have lots of homework to do, boy problems, and a cake to frost LOL
peace outt
lydmonster :)
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Friday, November 13, 2009
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
OH MAN
souplan was FUH-UUN. LOL
+ brendon [is that how you spell it :)] & edward crack me up LOL yes i was sweating -_- LOLOLLL
+ kelly chaaaaan <3 hehehehe
+ OH EM GEE. BRIAN EDWARDS AND HIS MILK. AND HIS MILK TEA. OMG LOL HE'S QUITE THE HILARIOUSNESS.
+ melissa kamiyami, oh my so indecisive ;D nope, not the winter.
+ hahahah the big hibernating teddy bear didn't even know he fell asleep -_- LOL :)
+ aw justin hehehe "<3" i had a great time tonight ;) LOLOL "selene. i mean..katherine..uhhh"
i ate too much. too bad i went so late, coulda spent more time with tennis ? :(
lotsa fuun though :) alyssa, benson, nick, frances, and all the people on the other side LOL and my brother & friends.
PEACE, LOVE, AND AJ
or PEACE, LOVE, AND LOL
:):)
- lyd <3
today was a good daay :)
feels good amidst all this chaos in my life
+ brendon [is that how you spell it :)] & edward crack me up LOL yes i was sweating -_- LOLOLLL
+ kelly chaaaaan <3 hehehehe
+ OH EM GEE. BRIAN EDWARDS AND HIS MILK. AND HIS MILK TEA. OMG LOL HE'S QUITE THE HILARIOUSNESS.
+ melissa kamiyami, oh my so indecisive ;D nope, not the winter.
+ hahahah the big hibernating teddy bear didn't even know he fell asleep -_- LOL :)
+ aw justin hehehe "<3" i had a great time tonight ;) LOLOL "selene. i mean..katherine..uhhh"
i ate too much. too bad i went so late, coulda spent more time with tennis ? :(
lotsa fuun though :) alyssa, benson, nick, frances, and all the people on the other side LOL and my brother & friends.
PEACE, LOVE, AND AJ
or PEACE, LOVE, AND LOL
:):)
- lyd <3
today was a good daay :)
feels good amidst all this chaos in my life
it's good to be back :)
missed you guys so much <3
LOL i didn't notice mar was wearing her twin day shirt today :)
and here's me with aj rafael & jr aquino :) didn't get one with derek portea though :(
oh what a day :)
so like. i was just on the phone
so i don't really feel like blogging anymore
LOL
whatevers
so today was a pretty good day :)
sub in hiett's but still had a pop quiz. eeeefffff -_-
mm teen forum all daay. elliott [is that how you spell it ?] was cool, mr. phillips is always fun LOL, those two ladies were kinda like. idk they didn't appeal to me too much, especially the therapist -_-, aaaaaand wilson was aaight :) kinda reminds me of someone but idk who haha
aj rafael, jr aquino, and derek portea were there omg :) so like. i TOTALLY jammed with them today. SO amazing. as edward says "how many people can say they jammed with aj rafael" :):):) yeeeeee ! hehe it took me the longest time to get the nerve to go up to them though, thanks to alyssa for actually asking/telling them for mee :) so we sang "i just want you", then ran outta time cuhs nutrition was over. omg i blanked out in the middle but aj was like, "i'ss aaight. that was good" then he said to JRA, "help her out yeah ?" LOL idk, maybe he said something else. THEN after the teen forum, derek portea was performing & people requested "my everything" by randolph permejo & cathy nguyen. he asked if anyone knew cathy's part, so joan nd i went up :) OMG SO LIKE WE TOTALLY PERFORMED WITH DEREK PORTEA LOL. funstuff :) i, once again, got lost on the lyrics -_- LOL but luckily i had joan :) mmmmmmmmmmmmm lets see. well derek remembered my name LOL aand yeah :) i'm so happy LOL
hung out with marielydab at lunch :) funstuff funstuff, haven't done that in a while :) i missed them so <3 LOL but that was nice haha
kinda caught up with kevin lim again :) turns out we've both been wanting to call each other ! LOL <3 i miss him sooooo muuuuuch ! needa hang with him sometime sooooon. LOVE YOUUUU KEVIN LIM :) <3
i think i'll be posting two "a whole new world" vids today, if i don't procrastinate anymore LOL and i might post my sideways vids of aj & jra nd derek performing. hopefully i'll get the vids of me singing ;)
souplantation lateeeeer. mal's not going with me anymore :( neither is brian. or panda. or dabbie. thanks guys. LOL or jenchen :(
PEACE OUTS
love, lyd <3
so i don't really feel like blogging anymore
LOL
whatevers
so today was a pretty good day :)
sub in hiett's but still had a pop quiz. eeeefffff -_-
mm teen forum all daay. elliott [is that how you spell it ?] was cool, mr. phillips is always fun LOL, those two ladies were kinda like. idk they didn't appeal to me too much, especially the therapist -_-, aaaaaand wilson was aaight :) kinda reminds me of someone but idk who haha
aj rafael, jr aquino, and derek portea were there omg :) so like. i TOTALLY jammed with them today. SO amazing. as edward says "how many people can say they jammed with aj rafael" :):):) yeeeeee ! hehe it took me the longest time to get the nerve to go up to them though, thanks to alyssa for actually asking/telling them for mee :) so we sang "i just want you", then ran outta time cuhs nutrition was over. omg i blanked out in the middle but aj was like, "i'ss aaight. that was good" then he said to JRA, "help her out yeah ?" LOL idk, maybe he said something else. THEN after the teen forum, derek portea was performing & people requested "my everything" by randolph permejo & cathy nguyen. he asked if anyone knew cathy's part, so joan nd i went up :) OMG SO LIKE WE TOTALLY PERFORMED WITH DEREK PORTEA LOL. funstuff :) i, once again, got lost on the lyrics -_- LOL but luckily i had joan :) mmmmmmmmmmmmm lets see. well derek remembered my name LOL aand yeah :) i'm so happy LOL
hung out with marielydab at lunch :) funstuff funstuff, haven't done that in a while :) i missed them so <3 LOL but that was nice haha
kinda caught up with kevin lim again :) turns out we've both been wanting to call each other ! LOL <3 i miss him sooooo muuuuuch ! needa hang with him sometime sooooon. LOVE YOUUUU KEVIN LIM :) <3
i think i'll be posting two "a whole new world" vids today, if i don't procrastinate anymore LOL and i might post my sideways vids of aj & jra nd derek performing. hopefully i'll get the vids of me singing ;)
souplantation lateeeeer. mal's not going with me anymore :( neither is brian. or panda. or dabbie. thanks guys. LOL or jenchen :(
PEACE OUTS
love, lyd <3
Monday, November 9, 2009
Sunday, November 8, 2009
ELMO !
LOLOL OMG i like totally got excited when i saw this :)
started bouncin' in my chair nd errthaaang ;)
i absolutely LOVE elmo :) <3
started bouncin' in my chair nd errthaaang ;)
i absolutely LOVE elmo :) <3
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Friday, November 6, 2009
basketball
i miss real practice.
i miss offseason practice, with all three teams together.
i miss practicing right after school in the gym, then weight training or conditioning.
things better get better..
had fun today with them booys :)
my eye was KILLING me but eh, i managed i guess. hahahah even though i sucked baaad
'tis ohkay brucemonster, i believe in you :D
peace out
love, lyd <3
the google thingy hasn't changed yet. LOL
i miss offseason practice, with all three teams together.
i miss practicing right after school in the gym, then weight training or conditioning.
things better get better..
had fun today with them booys :)
my eye was KILLING me but eh, i managed i guess. hahahah even though i sucked baaad
'tis ohkay brucemonster, i believe in you :D
peace out
love, lyd <3
the google thingy hasn't changed yet. LOL
Thursday, November 5, 2009
why must i hate november so ?
i haven't exactly had the greatest week
and i don't remember november being the best month in 2008 either.
well, lookin' forward to the second half of november, hoping that it'll get better.
and hopefully next week too.
111009 souplantation fundraiser
111109 meet henry at shadow oak park :)
111409 bestfriends birthday // disneyland ? hopefully
112409 cada conferencee // first scrimmage :o
112509 asb thanksgiving bonding !
112609 thanksgivinggg <3
and we also have a turkey bowl in mind for church, hopefully it'll happen this yeaar !
so excited for these upcoming events :) hehehe
todaaaay : mixed emotions ?
school was fine until 7th period came along.
first - not too shabbay ;)
second - hahahha it was quite fun, lots of laughs
third - my highest score yet for calc hehe. but i coulda done better -_-
fourth - the test wasn't as hard as phillip made it sound. hahaha
fifth - mm pretty much a free period kinda. did like, nothing. hahahaha
lunch - walked around with mal, alice, and bonnie. LOL then chilled with bestfriend and henry nd theem :)
sixth - uh i don't even remember LOL it was just not too shabbay too. LOL
then came basketball. once again, we were outside -_- i have a project & i'm supposed to go to the library with dab & bestfriend & brucemonster at 3:15 or whenever practice is over. i go to the gym and coach carr is like, hey, you guys are gonna scrimmage varsity today ! SAY WUUUUUHT ?! first of all, we haven't had real practice in weeeks. we're unprepared. completely. second, i have a project ! so during practice, i was sooo confused. cuhs dicey wasn't there, so we were with bobbi today. but she doesn't know what we're doing either cuhs she's not supposed to be our coach. hahahah omg. well we finally figure it out. it's 3:03, the bell rings. my group doesn't show up so i'm like ugh i told them to wait for me. we head to the gym, the scrimmage starts. i see my group watching. i tell them to go cuhs we're scrimmaging and i don't want them to wait too long. after a while they leave and turns out they're at daniel's house. that pisses me off. but before i find this out, the scrimmage was NOT the best part of my day. it's not cuhs we lost. it's cuhs we sucked, pretty bad. LOL just kidding. the reason i was so mad was cuhs well, monica was pissing me off again -_- and on top of that i had like NO playing time and there were only like 6 of us. like seriously, brielle's on frosh and SHE played more than me. like, what the fuck, right ? ugh whatever. we're not making any of our shots, and they're making a loooot. we're not calling ANYTHING so we're all confuzzled as heck. none of them, i should say, becuhs i wasn't even playing -_-, looked like they really knew what they were doing. well yeah. i was just pissed is all. so after, i find out that they're at daniel's house and i get really mad cuhs i don't think they're working. i thought it was just my group + daniel. i call dylan for daniel's address or whatever cuhs idk where he lives and i don't wanna talk to my group members. i show up and turns out daniel's whole group is there. along with nicole kanow, who i haven't talked to directly in weeks, maybe months idk. finally we start heading towards the library, and things become okay.
AT the library, bomb time :) hahahah i love our group <3 DLB2 ?! LOL idk i just made that up right now. but after, i ask my mom if i can go to disney for bestfriends birthday, she says no :( idk, hopefully when i ask her again she'll say yes.. i went to dab's house kinda LOL i was outside of it hahaha cuhs i forgot my basketball stuff at the library and she took it THANKS TWIN <3 aaaand i haven't started my homework yet -_- i'm screwed LOL but whatevers. today was okaay
i fuhreaking love google. HAHAHA
peace out
love, lyd <3
p.s. feel better bestfrieeeeend <3 it happens to everyone :)
p.s.s. to mar : don't worry about her, and hope your leg gets better <3
peaceouts ! love yaa
and i don't remember november being the best month in 2008 either.
well, lookin' forward to the second half of november, hoping that it'll get better.
and hopefully next week too.
111009 souplantation fundraiser
111109 meet henry at shadow oak park :)
111409 bestfriends birthday // disneyland ? hopefully
112409 cada conferencee // first scrimmage :o
112509 asb thanksgiving bonding !
112609 thanksgivinggg <3
and we also have a turkey bowl in mind for church, hopefully it'll happen this yeaar !
so excited for these upcoming events :) hehehe
todaaaay : mixed emotions ?
school was fine until 7th period came along.
first - not too shabbay ;)
second - hahahha it was quite fun, lots of laughs
third - my highest score yet for calc hehe. but i coulda done better -_-
fourth - the test wasn't as hard as phillip made it sound. hahaha
fifth - mm pretty much a free period kinda. did like, nothing. hahahaha
lunch - walked around with mal, alice, and bonnie. LOL then chilled with bestfriend and henry nd theem :)
sixth - uh i don't even remember LOL it was just not too shabbay too. LOL
then came basketball. once again, we were outside -_- i have a project & i'm supposed to go to the library with dab & bestfriend & brucemonster at 3:15 or whenever practice is over. i go to the gym and coach carr is like, hey, you guys are gonna scrimmage varsity today ! SAY WUUUUUHT ?! first of all, we haven't had real practice in weeeks. we're unprepared. completely. second, i have a project ! so during practice, i was sooo confused. cuhs dicey wasn't there, so we were with bobbi today. but she doesn't know what we're doing either cuhs she's not supposed to be our coach. hahahah omg. well we finally figure it out. it's 3:03, the bell rings. my group doesn't show up so i'm like ugh i told them to wait for me. we head to the gym, the scrimmage starts. i see my group watching. i tell them to go cuhs we're scrimmaging and i don't want them to wait too long. after a while they leave and turns out they're at daniel's house. that pisses me off. but before i find this out, the scrimmage was NOT the best part of my day. it's not cuhs we lost. it's cuhs we sucked, pretty bad. LOL just kidding. the reason i was so mad was cuhs well, monica was pissing me off again -_- and on top of that i had like NO playing time and there were only like 6 of us. like seriously, brielle's on frosh and SHE played more than me. like, what the fuck, right ? ugh whatever. we're not making any of our shots, and they're making a loooot. we're not calling ANYTHING so we're all confuzzled as heck. none of them, i should say, becuhs i wasn't even playing -_-, looked like they really knew what they were doing. well yeah. i was just pissed is all. so after, i find out that they're at daniel's house and i get really mad cuhs i don't think they're working. i thought it was just my group + daniel. i call dylan for daniel's address or whatever cuhs idk where he lives and i don't wanna talk to my group members. i show up and turns out daniel's whole group is there. along with nicole kanow, who i haven't talked to directly in weeks, maybe months idk. finally we start heading towards the library, and things become okay.
AT the library, bomb time :) hahahah i love our group <3 DLB2 ?! LOL idk i just made that up right now. but after, i ask my mom if i can go to disney for bestfriends birthday, she says no :( idk, hopefully when i ask her again she'll say yes.. i went to dab's house kinda LOL i was outside of it hahaha cuhs i forgot my basketball stuff at the library and she took it THANKS TWIN <3 aaaand i haven't started my homework yet -_- i'm screwed LOL but whatevers. today was okaay
i fuhreaking love google. HAHAHA
peace out
love, lyd <3
p.s. feel better bestfrieeeeend <3 it happens to everyone :)
p.s.s. to mar : don't worry about her, and hope your leg gets better <3
peaceouts ! love yaa
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
sorry
about my post yesterday -_-
i was in a bad mood & when i'm in a bad mood i use bad words.
my apologies.
so i just wanted to blog about how FAIL my stargazing was.
here's what i vented to bestfriend
omgitsalyd: my stargazing was a fail -_-
omgitsalyd: okay so hiett said no distractions
omgitsalyd: "tell your parents not to bother you"
omgitsalyd: so i told my parents not to bother me
omgitsalyd: i told them at dinner
omgitsalyd: so like, at 9 something my mom's like "ei, jiu dian le ! LYDIAAAAA LYDIAAAAAAA JIU DIAN LE NI ZAI NA LI"
omgitsalyd: "LYDIAAAA"
omgitsalyd: OMG
omgitsalyd: so i'm like, "HUH"
omgitsalyd: and she comes outside and she's like, OH you're outside when did you go outside
omgitsalyd: and she starts talking
omgitsalyd: and i'm like OMG YOU'RE NOT SUPPOESD TO BOTHER ME
omgitsalyd: and she's like LEMME FINISH
omgitsalyd: so i'm like NO YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO BOTHER ME
omgitsalyd: om
omgitsalyd: *omg
omgitsalyd: so for the next ten minutes i'm frustrated that she bothered me
omgitsalyd: and on top of that, my neighbor's radio was on.
omgitsalyd: my parents' tv was on
omgitsalyd: and my parents were talking
omgitsalyd: a couple of minutes ago my brother comes home. i hear the garage and i hear him come in and talk. he asks for something to eat
omgitsalyd: my dad ordered my camera and it came in. my brother saw it and asked about it
omgitsalyd: SO DISTRACTING
omgitsalyd: so i plug my ears
omgitsalyd: there's also train noises
omgitsalyd: anyways. there's planes and stuff
briian: ur having major venting session
omgitsalyd: OMG THE WORLD IS SO DISTRACTING
omgitsalyd: yes i am.
briian: wow ur star gazing was preety fail
briian: LOL
omgitsalyd: AND my parents wouldn't let me go to the park -_- where i'm sure things would've been better
omgitsalyd: YES IT WAS >:O
briian: oh why not the park?
omgitsalyd: becuhs it's late at night
briian: oh wow [
omgitsalyd: my dad says chinese people don't like going out at night..
omgitsalyd: wth
omgitsalyd: hahaha
omgitsalyd: omg it's a hw assignment !
briian: my parents would do the same
briian: so u just layed on ur drive way?
omgitsalyd: hahahah in the backyard
omgitsalyd: becuhs my frontdoor neighbor's radio was bothering me
briian: OH(x i see
briian: was it 97.1
omgitsalyd: NO IT WAS ABOUT OBAMA AND DEMOCRATS LOL
briian: WOWOWOWO
briian: -_-
i was in a bad mood & when i'm in a bad mood i use bad words.
my apologies.
so i just wanted to blog about how FAIL my stargazing was.
here's what i vented to bestfriend
omgitsalyd: my stargazing was a fail -_-
omgitsalyd: okay so hiett said no distractions
omgitsalyd: "tell your parents not to bother you"
omgitsalyd: so i told my parents not to bother me
omgitsalyd: i told them at dinner
omgitsalyd: so like, at 9 something my mom's like "ei, jiu dian le ! LYDIAAAAA LYDIAAAAAAA JIU DIAN LE NI ZAI NA LI"
omgitsalyd: "LYDIAAAA"
omgitsalyd: OMG
omgitsalyd: so i'm like, "HUH"
omgitsalyd: and she comes outside and she's like, OH you're outside when did you go outside
omgitsalyd: and she starts talking
omgitsalyd: and i'm like OMG YOU'RE NOT SUPPOESD TO BOTHER ME
omgitsalyd: and she's like LEMME FINISH
omgitsalyd: so i'm like NO YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO BOTHER ME
omgitsalyd: om
omgitsalyd: *omg
omgitsalyd: so for the next ten minutes i'm frustrated that she bothered me
omgitsalyd: and on top of that, my neighbor's radio was on.
omgitsalyd: my parents' tv was on
omgitsalyd: and my parents were talking
omgitsalyd: a couple of minutes ago my brother comes home. i hear the garage and i hear him come in and talk. he asks for something to eat
omgitsalyd: my dad ordered my camera and it came in. my brother saw it and asked about it
omgitsalyd: SO DISTRACTING
omgitsalyd: so i plug my ears
omgitsalyd: there's also train noises
omgitsalyd: anyways. there's planes and stuff
briian: ur having major venting session
omgitsalyd: OMG THE WORLD IS SO DISTRACTING
omgitsalyd: yes i am.
briian: wow ur star gazing was preety fail
briian: LOL
omgitsalyd: AND my parents wouldn't let me go to the park -_- where i'm sure things would've been better
omgitsalyd: YES IT WAS >:O
briian: oh why not the park?
omgitsalyd: becuhs it's late at night
briian: oh wow [
omgitsalyd: my dad says chinese people don't like going out at night..
omgitsalyd: wth
omgitsalyd: hahaha
omgitsalyd: omg it's a hw assignment !
briian: my parents would do the same
briian: so u just layed on ur drive way?
omgitsalyd: hahahah in the backyard
omgitsalyd: becuhs my frontdoor neighbor's radio was bothering me
briian: OH(x i see
briian: was it 97.1
omgitsalyd: NO IT WAS ABOUT OBAMA AND DEMOCRATS LOL
briian: WOWOWOWO
briian: -_-
Monday, November 2, 2009
oh, what a day
first period english - i never enjoy this class anyways.
second period government - i was so scared i was getting docked participation points. probably was -_- yeah guys, that's what we get for finishing early..
third period calculus - i'm failing this class. how am i supposed to enjoy it ?
fourth period chemistry - meh
fifth period asb - i got fat. my second taco wasn't so great LOL then sachie just has to go and be a bitch and ruin the sophomores' lives. just cuhs she's older and thinks she's superior and doesn't give a shit about us. yeah whatever
lunch asb meeting - at the end sharon asks us to see our phone batteries cuhs hers got changed or something like that. like seriously, does she expect us to have it ? and me of all people, she keeps in becuhs i don't know how to open my battery or whatever. yeah if you're not stupid you'll realize that if i don't know how to open it then how could it be me -_-
sixth period chinese - albert called me fat and i probably got class points marked down for talking to harrison. just didn't have a good time in that class today.
seventh period basketball - i was stuck as a 2 becuhs julienne claims position 4. okay, so i've never been a 2 before but who cares, i deal with it. but i wonder why i don't get to be a 3 when i'm one of the shorter posts..and i used to be a 3 anyways -_-
after school - monica just has to go and be a bitch and tell me straight up, you have no ball handling skills, that's why. okay yeah i know i'm not a good ball handler, but the way you said it was really bitchy.
i had all five books to carry home today. while i'm getting on the car, my head bumps into the doorway or whatever. then after my dad picks me up, we're on nogales and he almost fucking crashes. and he blames the other car for it. yeah i'm pretty sure it was your fault -_- i get home, and i'm crying in the shower. oh, what a day.
and i feel like i'm not as close to mallorie anymore either. idk, maybe it was just today. worst day of my life ? sure feels like it. and now, time for some homework.
only have practice on wednesday this week -_- and don't know if i can go to either of bestfriend's birthday celebrations :/
hatemyliferightnow.
peace out.
love, lyd <3
p.s. these are fuhreaking good.
pst. my birthday's coming up LOL
second period government - i was so scared i was getting docked participation points. probably was -_- yeah guys, that's what we get for finishing early..
third period calculus - i'm failing this class. how am i supposed to enjoy it ?
fourth period chemistry - meh
fifth period asb - i got fat. my second taco wasn't so great LOL then sachie just has to go and be a bitch and ruin the sophomores' lives. just cuhs she's older and thinks she's superior and doesn't give a shit about us. yeah whatever
lunch asb meeting - at the end sharon asks us to see our phone batteries cuhs hers got changed or something like that. like seriously, does she expect us to have it ? and me of all people, she keeps in becuhs i don't know how to open my battery or whatever. yeah if you're not stupid you'll realize that if i don't know how to open it then how could it be me -_-
sixth period chinese - albert called me fat and i probably got class points marked down for talking to harrison. just didn't have a good time in that class today.
seventh period basketball - i was stuck as a 2 becuhs julienne claims position 4. okay, so i've never been a 2 before but who cares, i deal with it. but i wonder why i don't get to be a 3 when i'm one of the shorter posts..and i used to be a 3 anyways -_-
after school - monica just has to go and be a bitch and tell me straight up, you have no ball handling skills, that's why. okay yeah i know i'm not a good ball handler, but the way you said it was really bitchy.
i had all five books to carry home today. while i'm getting on the car, my head bumps into the doorway or whatever. then after my dad picks me up, we're on nogales and he almost fucking crashes. and he blames the other car for it. yeah i'm pretty sure it was your fault -_- i get home, and i'm crying in the shower. oh, what a day.
and i feel like i'm not as close to mallorie anymore either. idk, maybe it was just today. worst day of my life ? sure feels like it. and now, time for some homework.
only have practice on wednesday this week -_- and don't know if i can go to either of bestfriend's birthday celebrations :/
hatemyliferightnow.
peace out.
love, lyd <3
p.s. these are fuhreaking good.
pst. my birthday's coming up LOL
Sunday, November 1, 2009
keep your coins, i want change
"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self control. Against such things there is no law." Galatians 5:22-23
i used to have at least some of these qualities.
now ?
i feel like i have none.
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