:/

so i looked through my blogspot and my tumblr, looking for the post that said i don't see you as a bestfriend anymore. the only one i could find was the one entitled "you never know what you’ve got til it’s gone." i'm not sure if that was the one you were talking about, but i couldn't find anything else. even though it only says "it gives me this little funny feeling inside becuhs i’m afraid of not being bestfriends anymore." in that one. i do recall saying it more like "i'm not sure if i can call you my bestfriend anymore" or something in the like, but i can't find it.

i never denied that i said it, but thing is, okay it happened. now what ? not being best friends doesn't mean we can't be friends. i can understand why its hard for you to take me back. but a true friend, no matter what a b**** i was, would take me back. jussayin'




i'm sorry.

i was looking through my tumblr today

and i found the blog you posted for my birthday. in it it said, "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LYDIA" and i started wondering if you could still say the same today. and then i saw : "When you love someone you are with them through the thick and thin, the good and the bad." and we're not really talking anymore. which makes me all the more confused, all the more unsure whether or not you love me, whether or not you'll ever love me again. imy