i was looking through my tumblr today

and i found the blog you posted for my birthday. in it it said, "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LYDIA" and i started wondering if you could still say the same today. and then i saw : "When you love someone you are with them through the thick and thin, the good and the bad." and we're not really talking anymore. which makes me all the more confused, all the more unsure whether or not you love me, whether or not you'll ever love me again. imy