ahh

i don't wanna like him anymore.
he never starts a conversation with me
when i start a conversation, he doesn't seem to want to talk to me
he signs off on me without saying bye
i see him about three times a year
he won't go anywhere with me, cuhs it's "too far" nd he doesn't drive
i try so hard just to get a conversation going nd he just makes it so that i don't know what to say
i feel like he wants to avoid me
he might have a girlfriend, but i can't be sure
he doesn't like me.

just make it all go awaaay :[