haha

sorry i sound depressed in that entry.
i'm not, really.
i can't think of what song to listen to anymore.
i don't like putting my stuff on shuffle.
hm, idk. my ipod broke down today.
idk what happened.. -_-
maybe it just ran out of batteries. i hope so

so i finished my hw at like 10 today. that's considered early !
cuhs i was wasting my time on the interneet. nd i usually finish at like 11 or 12 at the earliest -_-
i can't wait til the day i can come home from school nd sleep by 8. haha

whoa. i just suddenly feel so confused.
am i happy with life ? i'm not even sure.
it's like everything in life is so bittersweet.
nothing that's all good, nothing that's all bad [if you really think about it]

seniors are leaving. two more days nd idk if i'll ever see them again.
my life has passed by so fast..nd it's just gonna keep going faster.

well i wanted to express my love for my seniors, so here goes :)

but to the rest of youu
peace outt
love, lyd <3
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hey seniors !
you know i love you all. i think eric's the only one that reads my blog. hahah too bad :) i'm so glad i met all of you this yearr. nothing's gonna be the same without c/o 'o9 omgg. the groupp ! what happened to the jammin' ? :o well it's okay. just hangin' out was fun :) i'm never gonna forget you guyss, nd i'm always just a phone call away if you need me ;) i know, i know. i'm just a little freshie nd you guys don't care too much about me :[ but you'll always be special in my heartt <3 all the memories from my freshman year, hangin' out with you guys nd stuff hehe. i'll be growin' old nd i'll still be thinkin' about you guys. oh yeah cliff follows my blog too HAHA but i have no idea if he actually reads it ! hahaha anywho. bracelet making, basketball, ice cream, frozen yogurt, david's house, kevin's housee, etc. every moment of it was boomb ;) i really don't know what will become of our school after you guys are gonee. goin' out into the real world, finally out of high school nd into college. buncha you are goin' to mt. sac so you better come visit :) love you allll !
much love,
lyd <3