'o9 we will never forget

gosh, you don't even know how confused my emotions are right now.
excited for the summer, when i'll get to hang out with some of you guys ; or happy for you guys, cuhs you guys are goin' off into college, out of high school where you've been stuck under someone else's authority for four years ; or sad cuhs you guys are leaving and the rest of my high school years will never be the same ?

lemme just tell you all now. I FREAKING LOVE YOU. all of you. i'll never forget class of 2009 at john a. rowland high school. my seniors when i was a confused little freshie. what's gonna become of my life when you guys are gone ? i have no clue :o i know, i know, i'll live. hehe. but still. you guys mean everything. & you've made my year what it was. now it's over, and it's time to reminisce. it's time to let you all know the huge impact you've made in this one little girl's life.

to my three favorite seniors : kevin lim, eric chang, and hon hoang. you'll never understand how much i love you guys <3 all the things you've done for me, i will always appreciate every single second of my life that i've spent with the three of you.

kevin lim - thanks for all the rides in the past ! haha how many times have i said that ? but i really do appreciate you not wanting me to walk :] all the moments i've shared with you : the convos in the car & at southlands, all the times you made fun of me, all the times you hit me nd threw stuff at me, when you asked my brother for permission to be mean to me, when i talked to you about *ahem* hehe, talking at jack in the box, basketball, pool, your little brother, finding out about your big brother, walking to chriscelle's locker after 5th period [hehe JKL + C], going to david's house, going to your house, seeing you walk out of the bathroom in just your boxers -_-, wow we've been through a lot. HEHE. so thanks for everything, kevin. you've always been, and will always be, my numbero uno di yi ge favorite senior. you've been like a big brother to me, always. just like a big brother, you make me feel stupid. you make me feel unloved. but all at the same time, just like a big brother, you make me feel like i'm important :) like today, you hugged me so tight, i could tell you cared :) i'm gonna miss you so much, you don't even know. i'm like about to cry right now. i know i'll still be seeing you after today, but still. go to my church ! hehe, LOVE YOUUU <3

eric chang - omg, you're right. this has been a "too-brief" friendship. but WAIT ! it's not over :) notice i didn't say "yet", meaning of course it'll never be over ;D hehe so yeah, i haven't known you for too long. but yeah, you're one of my favorites ! you've got this..vibe. hehe. i mean, you know you're one of the nicest people i know. & you're just like, genuinely happy. i love that about you. you're always so carefree & you don't ever seem to be stressed out. totally opposite from me. haha. and you know, i really do admire you. & there are few people that i can say that about. my year would not have ended the way it did [wonderfully] if i hadn't met you. hehe. so sitting on the bench in front of the hideout, taking pictures, talking, eating ice cream, playing basketball, playing basketball with kevinlim's little brother :D, nd alla that. i'll miss every moment i spent with you. i really hope to hang out a lot in the summer, and for you to take me to that graffiti art place one day :), cuhs you're just so fun to be around ! i love you lots, & i'll miss you, even though we'll see each other ;)

hon hoang - yeeee ! i remember how we met. bumped into each other every single day in art. hahaha it was quite funny. shh, don't tell. but mariel & dabbie [idk if you know them] used to always tell me you liked me -_- they were crazy little kids. hehe. so then i realized you were in my math class too ! YAAY :D so we started talking more & more & more, nd lookie now ! you're one of my favorite seniors :) thanks for the graduation ticket, even though i didn't need it -_- haha but still, thanks. and thanks for making fun of me all the time. thanks for lowering my self-esteem every day and always telling me to do stuff for you. thanks for inviting me to play basketball at pathfinder park during spring break, thinking i wouldn't show up. thanks for the fun talks and letting me follow you around whenever i had no friends with me and nowhere to go. thanks for a great time, and a great year. thanks for a lot of things, eh ? i'm gonna miss you a loot, and i love youuuu ! <3

so here's all my love poured out to you guys. here's what i have to say, and i'm probably forgetting a lot of it anyways. i want you to know that i'll always remember you guys & i'll always cherish our moments together. i'm only fifteen, i've only just finished my first year in high school, while you guys just finished your last. but when i grow old & when i'm like 75, i'll still look back and think, kevinlim, ericchang, honhoang, they left their footprints in my life and on my heart, and i'll never let that go. i love you guys & i'm gonna miss you guys when you're gone.
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so here's to the rest of my seniors : i love you guys too, & don't you forget it. i'm sorry if i was ever annoying hehe. cuhs i know some of you might have been thinking at times, "who does this freshman think she is ? tryna hang with us seniors all the time" haha, that's why i didn't always ask to go places with you. but anywho, let's forget about that for now :) let's look back on how YOU guys affected my life <3

abraham park - you're the first senior i EVER talked to. besides eric johnson, but i was never as close to him as i was to the rest of you :) and that first time, i was pretty much talking to both of you at the same time anyways haha. but i'm never gonna forget that you're the reason i met the rest of 'em. you know, i've always envied your beautiful voice. it's extremely unique, and you can go far with it, along with your amazing guitar-playing skills, hehe. and i still remember the first time we jammed too :) you can say some pretty mean things sometimes, but overall you're also one of the nicest people ever. i hope you go far, in whatever you wanna succeed in, and don't ever forget to keep smiling. cuhs that smile of yours is one of the prettiest i've seen :)

david wang - aaaahh you're so big & huggable ! LMAO hehehe. you've got the heart & mind of a child, and no that's not a bad thing :) spongebob & cookies. that's what i'll always remember about you hehe. and how many instruments can you play again ? you're pretty cuh-raazy, since the only other person i know [uhh, i WISH i knew him] that can play so many instruments is wang leehom, and he is quite amazing. don't ever stop with your guitar cuhs who knows, maybe one day you'll just be playin' for fun and someone suicidal will walk by and hear you. this person ain't gonna wanna kill himself no more ;) HEHEHEH IDK. so thanks for everything this year :) thanks for the rides home & to yogurtland nd stuff. and thanks for letting me to go your house that one time. thanks for all the fun & jammin', & you know what ? just thanks for everything. prom picture ! please don't forget :)

jack lin - yeeee i remember when we met. abe & david were singing, and you were sitting next to abe while i was sitting behind them. they stopped singing & i decided to ask, "hey, what's your name ?" "jack" "wait, what ?" "jack." "jack ?" "yeah" "oh haha i'm lydia. nice to meet you :)" HEHEHEHE just kidding, i'm not sure if that's exactly what happened. but it's close enough ! i remember you wouldn't tell me your last name. then all the talks we had, i still remember those too. that one monday when you were sitting at the table all alone, the only time i ever saw a senior do homework haha. i think you were doing physics. so i decided to sit down with you and do my math ! haha. so i looked at your paper and i saw your last name :) i remember that day, we talked about what i wanted to do when i grow up haha. then you had to leave LMAO. then one of those other days when the other seniors left you, we were standing at the corner of the school, talking about what college you wanted to go to, and how i don't know why i'm so crazy about doing so well in school. whoa we talked about pretty serious stuff, huh ? hahaha. so david's house was fun, and so was pool, and basketball. nd i gotta say, you're pretty good ! and i heard you can bench 300. i'm jealous. LMAO. i'm gonna miss you muchoo ! <3

cliff ahn - omg ! your voice. haha i remember watching the suessical, i was sitting in the first row & i'm pretty sure you looked at me like once LMAO. but at that time we didn't know each other yet. then one day i was singing with abe and you came along. that was the first time you heard me sing hehe :] then i had to go to practice ! lmao. then i officially met you in girard's class becuhs of youknowwho :) i remember being mean to you for a couple of minutes, then i said, fine fine i'll be nice to you :) so that's how we became friends ! you're whack, you know that ? hehe i mean you're willing to do the craziest stuff. you don't care what people think about you, you're just..you. haha that's good :] all the jammin' was fuun, but please don't forget about bu de bu ai. i still wanna record that ! cuhs it would be so cool :) LOVE YOUUU <3

tyrone [TJ] onias - HEY YOU ! aw i didn't talk to you too much this year, but i'll definitely miss you a looot. i remember the first time i talked to you. we were in the hideout and you took a picture of me with david's cool camera hehe. it was you, me, and jaack. i was wearing that yellow sweater of mine and you used the color accent thing on david's camera. you showed me the picture and called me a banana. jack agreed ! >:O hahahah so the next time i saw you you called me a banana and stuff. but i was wearing white, and so were you. you said fine, then you're a marshmallow. nd i said you were a burnt marshmallow :) so from that day on, i was banana and you were marshmallow hehe. i remember the first time you asked for a hug. i think it was that day too. i remember staying up til like 1:00 am the night before renaissance, making a sign for you that said "marshmallow, you're the best" :) i remember you helping me with the dance at choir auditions. marshmallow, you're the best. and i'm gonna miss you looots <3

[this post is getting too long. continued on the post above ! :)]