but i just really feel like i'm not happy right now.
i'm not happy with my life ; the way i am ; the way i feel ; the way i do.
i'm tired of livin' life for like, absolutely nothing.
i feel like not only i'm not getting anywhere, but that i'm getting nowhere.
i've been like this for a while, and this is doing me no good.
i'm sick of wishing something would just come along and pick me up off my feet.
this is the busiest summer of my life, and it's all just pure fun or asb or basketball.
but everything's beginning to really piss me off nd i'm just really tired of it all.
i'm sick of the way i've become, the things i say, the things i do ; the things people say to me or act around me.
it's just like, omg i wanna get outta this place.
i've been happy for a while now, i don't wanna be depressed again -_-
i wanna go back to the old me, when i was really just carefree & happy.
i miss that about me.
i miss being closer to God, not wasting every second of my life, and not cussing.
i miss being able to say i have virgin lips -_-
& i miss not lying to my parents.
i'm sick & tired of the way i'm livin' my life, and the way my life is.
i want a change, & i'm gonna start with the [wo]man in the mirror. hehe
peace out girl scout
- lyd <3
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