i have a list

of things i want to accomplish in my life.
short term goals or long term goals, whatever.
whether i finish these things 50 years later, or 10, maybe 5, doesn't really matter.
i just wanna get em done :)


number one : i want to write a book. i don't care if it gets published or not, i just wanna write a book :)
number two : make a present for wong fu so it might get possibly featured on a "video blog", or at least so they can have memories of me ! :D
number three : [hopefully within the first semester of this school year, or in 2009 if possible] draw out our spongebob characters so we can all put them on our binders or something ;) <--class officer shtuff.
number four : overcome my ADD. i honestly believe i have it. and i wish i didn't. maybe i need to take some medication, but i really don't want to. -_-
number five : achieve something in life ; make myself proud for once. go out, have fun, do what i wanna do, not what someone else wants me to do.
number six : learn to make my own decisions at one point. i often rely on others for their opinions on what i should do, and what i shouldn't do. "hey jess, should i do this or should i do that ? or both ?" even my mom notices i ask jess about everything. i need to stop
number seven : can i be more stressed out ? i wanna learn to relax, even at the most stressful moments. not be careless, but carefree. i could accomplish so much more if i didn't freak out so much.
number eight : honor my father and mother. and my brother. first commandment with a promise, and i don't exactly obey it. not good.
number nine : stop overthinking. i think way too much, about anything and everything. and that's exactly what stresses me out so much. calm down, lyd. just go with the flow.
number ten : last but definitely not least, strive [and really work] for a good relationship with God. i haven't been doing that in a while. i just think about it, no action at all. i know it's not easy, but it just makes it all the more worthwhile if i work hard to get to that point.

i really didn't think before i made this list. i just wanted to write a book, and to make something for wongfu :) but uhm. yeah. hopefully i can do all this, it's time to make a change.

peace out
love, lyd <3

sometimes i just like to write.

do i have what it takes to be what i wanna be
to do what i wanna do, and see what i wanna see
i'm tired of all this mess around me
tired of all the no's and maybe's
what will it take to keep me here
to keep me from losing it, from shedding a tear
how do i know that there's always more
to hold me back from walking out that door
all the lies have been told straight up to my face
i'm telling you now, my whole life's been a waste
give me a reason to keep me going
a motivation to keep my heart growing
i want to have the life i've dreamed of
and not be here where i'll never be heard of

definitely

been a while.
i probably took out my contacts twice in the past seven days.
NOT GOOD. especially considering the fact that i have hard contacts, that makes it all the worse cuhs you're not even supposed to leave contacts in anyways, hard OR soft. so this is all becuhs i sleep at like, 4:30 in the morning ! ohkay, not every day, but that was once this week. THE FIRST WEEK OF FREAKING SCHOOL AND I ALREADY GET SUCH LITTLE SLEEP. UGH. i didn't even get enough sleep over the summer -_- stupid asb. lmao.

i have so much freaking homework, you don't even know. calc homework, i NEVER finish. rarely ever get to start. reading for gov ? i hate it. never get it done. started doodling on it last night. drew a really pretty flower though :) no regrets, fool. no regrets. JUST KIDDING i do regret it -_- cuhs i'm a nerd and i'm so scared of failing classes nd shtuff. failing for lyd = lower than an A- on my report card.

i got a 28 / 50 on my scarlet letter test. i was surprised ! not becuhs like, "nooo i failed", more like, wow, i did better / almost as good as some people who actually read the book carefully, read spark notes, took their own notes, and studied rigorously. i also got a 15/20 on my oral. that's like, major fail for me. like, c+ ?! 75 freaking %. but then i realize other people scores. the ones that read the book carefully, read spark notes, took their own notes, and studied rigorously. 99% of my oral, i didn't even know what the heck i was talking about. bs much ?! totally. and yet i still get an average score.

i haven't been on aim all week. or myspace. or youtube. rarely email. i miss summer. when homework wasn't due the next day, or ever. when there was no homework ! when i could go out all i wanted, omg.

have i blogged about wongfu ? i've been talking about them all week :) wesley is the freaking cutest guy in the whole world omg. so amazingly good looking ! i got a nice girl shirt, signed. i got a yogurtland cup signed too. i also got a keychain & a picture ! for memories :) i was the third person in line, but the first to "meet" wongfu. i was the first to touch tedfu's hand, then phillip wang, then wesley chan. my heart melted when i saw wesley. i was so freaking nervous omg. but it was the best. i stood next to wesley omg. i was so excited / happy HAHAHAH



i really wanna go to ISA. but i can't. cuhs i have WAY to much homework than i can handle and finish every day. ISA is labor day weekend, but so is camp surf. ISA september 6th, camp surf 7th and 8th, back to school on the 9th. not much time for me to do homework..not good. but i still really wanna go D: thanks to brian park :) for bringing the tickets for me. sorry my mom said no LMAO. i guess i'll go next time ! hopefully <3

OHYEAH i saw brian park on tv. it was the weirdest thing ever. didn't get to tell him today though hahahah maybe if i see him on monday :)

basketball ! omg i missed it so much. SOOOO outta shape, like you don't even know how fat i am -_- every day after sixth period i dread practice & don't feel good. but i'm glad i get through it :) no practice today ! hehe. i got a bruise on my finger from hitting mallorie -_- OH and i took a picture of robert the green spider LMAO omg i'm gonna show her monday.

i want food.

ARIEO AND I WILL SELF-DESTRUST IN FIFTEEN DAYS.

peace out.
love, lyd <3





p.s. there's a bunch of people i haven't talked to in forever ! :o mees yoooou

i'm officially missing you

and i'm officially missing summer. i'm also officially hating school. ugh.

1 English 10 Honors -> Hiett
2 American Government AP -> Urbien
3 Calculus AB AP -> KOYFMAN
4 Chemistry -> Canfield
5 Leadership -> Phillips
6 Chinese 2 -> Kuo
7 Girls Basketball

I HATE THIS. i only read like, four chapters of scarlet letter, so obviously, i failed the test. orals starting wednesday, i'll just go ahead and fail that too cuhs reading is JUST NOT MY THANG. and hiett says we'll be doing a lot of reading this year. TWO FREAKING AP CLASSES. i don't understand koyfman's accent yet, but i heard him say "FAIL" AND it's calc, so i'm just so effing scared that i'm gonna fail. especially considering how my brother did in that class. AND that i had girard last year -_- ASB ASB ASB OMG. gonna take up SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH of my time. I SHALL NOT SLEEP THIS YEAR -_- chinese 2 = ESSAYS. UGH. basketball. that's just all the more time-wasting in my life. i hope practice isn't at 6 this year -_- asdfghjkl; ! i now have labor day booked for camp surf. winter break i'll be doing term papers for AP GOV. what was i thinking, taking a senior class my sophomore year ?! i hate that i'm in honors. i've never dreaded school so much. I MISS C/O 09 :[ come back guuuuuys ! it's so much better with you here.
well i guess i'm off to do homework..

PEACE OUT. :[
- lyd <3

i'm an amateur

when i watch other people's videos, i realize just how much i suck. LMAO
i feel like i've been getting worseeeeeeee.
i wanna join choir but i'm in freaking asb, basketball, and honors :[
LALALLALALALAAA

new video up : halo, by beyonce.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3PmbVvCGHGw&feature=channel_page
youtube.com/lazielyd

then you go and watch this one by lydiajojo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VfXx4ad9ADg&feature=channel

that's when you realize. lyd sucks LMAO

peace out.
love, lyd <3

hey stickems

so yesterday i couldn't blog cuhs my computer was being all weird when i typed. like my last two posts, those were both yesterday. ew i hate it when that happens. especially cuhs i don't know how to fix it. but whatevers HAHA

so i fixed up chrisyu's myspace yesterdee :)

aaaaand today i saw a bunch of my old teachers :) MRS. CHRISTENSEN omg i miss her so muuuuch. bagels & cream cheese.


soo, kevin lee, i just wanted to introduce you to my best friend, tom riddle.


^that's me hugging him . isn't he cute ? :) he's always there for me, that's why i love him hehe <3

PEACE OUT
love, lyd <3

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lv,yd <3l eo

goodday :)

soo, i don't regret my choice of asb beach bonding. and i'm glad i didn't even consider missing out from the vbs reunion. definitely wish i coulda stayed at the beach longer, but i got to see little aaron hung again <3 pictures ! facepaint. i'm tired.

wow

never woulda thought MLIA would cheer me up so easily. i think it's my new best friend.
HAHA no i'm just kidding. but i do feel better now. i'm tired of thinking about my money. it always puts me in a bad mood. aye.

peace out.
- lyd <3

i feel like i wanna blog, but i don't wanna blog.

there's just so much going on tomorrow. asb beach bonding, ariel's party, vbs reunion, that mcdonald's thing. HAHAHA well i can only go to two of them, and i've chosen asb beach bonding and vbs reunion. i wonder how pooped i'll be tomorrow. i just feel like not going to anything anymore. i'm so stressed out from tryna figure whether to go to beach bonding or ariel's party. it took me forever to decide. and once i decided, i was undecided once more. but it's forshure now. i'm going to beach bonding. it better be fun or else i'm gonna kill myself. i guess i can say i'm in a really bad mood right now. btw, i've pretty much gotten over tree. teehee.

today was a pretty crazy day i guess. woke up early to get to school at 8. 10 minutes late but who cares. registration til like 11ish. waited for tim & jen for a freakin' hour nd a half or so. go to the mall at like 1 -_- but it was fun. watched time traveler's wife with jen. spent all my money, i'm gonna kill myself. i started out with like, over 900 yollars. and now i have three. THREE FREAKIN' DOLLARS. from 900. mmmmmhm i'm screwed. where'd it all go ? well why don't you look at my tummy & my thighs eh ? I'M FAT. i got FOOD. and then if you come over and take a look at my closet over here, yeah. i've accumulated quite a lot of clothes over this past year. I'M SO FREAKING SCREWED FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE FOOL. i wish i could just freakin' start over. i wanna run away. i'm so freaking moody. my period just ended. yeah i don't care if y'all know. what does it matter to me. everyone thinks i'm crazy anyways. everyone in the freakin' line at raging waters hates me cuhs i was singing so much. WELL YA KNOW WHAT ? TOO BAD. I DON'T EFFING CARE -_- ugh.

and i have to make a powerpoint for tomorrow cuhs the ones cindy sent were screwed up. ugh. fml. yeah randall, i don't care -_- so freakin' not in the mood.

well then i went to the beach with the alhambrians. quite fun actually, andrew lok is so weird ;) finally got a hug from victor. walked along the shore at night with diane haha. don't feel like blogging anymore.

happy birthday unofficial <9

peace out
- lyd <3

POST 101

deeeeng i've had my blog since february 17th, 2009. so it's been about..six months ! almost. hehehe in exactly one week, i will have had my blog for half a year. CUHRAAZY. and i have 100 posts ! before this one. HOW EXCITING :D


so last night i slept at like 1:30, and i had to wake up at like 6:30 this morning. i really needa sleep earlier. two weeks left of summer, then school starts again. NOOOO I HATE MY LIFE D: this is actually the first year in my life that i do not want school to start yet. or at least as far back as i remember. i need more time ! omg. and then this year is all gonna be super hard nd stuff. i meean, come on, i'm gonna be a suffermore ! D: well, in like 730 days maybe i'll be much more relieved. hopefully. cuhs i can't wait til senior yeeeear.

today was prep for registration and i was wearing jeans and it was so freaking hot. we were freaking sorting cups in the sun. WTH ? cleaning the shed..ugh. hahahha well at least we got to go to mcdonalds & stuff. and at least we were in the hideout for a whileeee. mrs. burch's daughter is so freaking funny. idk, i just find it funny how she's so cuhreepy and everyone's so scared of her. but i'm not ! :) i walked her to mrs. burch's classroom today after everyone else left. cuhs i knew it'd take a while for my dad to get to school. turns out she goes to jellick. SO DID I :D hahaha woow.

anywho, recorded some birthday videos nd stuff. fuhreaking tired. considering taking a nap. i needa read scarlet letter D: cuhs i seriously HAVE NOT STARTED -_- i'm so screwed. not good not good. i hate reading. ugh. and i'm so freaking moody cuhs yaknow yaknow, girl stuff. MENSTRUATION. yes, i don't care if you know. HEHE


PEACE OUT
love, lyd <3

byebye debs.

today :

church, "meeting", shopping with rena & reba funfunfun :), played with abby ! <3

pathfinder paaaark ! in a dress. LMAO yes, i played basketball in a dress & no shoes. i miss basketbaaaaaall. i seriously ate too much today. soooo full omg. wayne drove us for like 1 minute :) FUNFUN hehehee. and he helped me out with basketball too. but i suck too much :( i can't do any of that cool stuff like he can. favorite boy cousin !
took pictures. byebye debbielei. good luck at berkeley <3

PEACE OUT.
love, lyd <3

today was a horrible day.

so i slept at 3 am this morning, and woke up at 8:55 or so. got ready and went to that seafood place next to 99 ranch market on nogales for some dim sum with these church people cuhs one family is moving to washington dc. seriously, everyone there was over 30 or younger than 12. here i am, all 15 nd stuff. my brother was sleeping over at his friends house -_-

i had plans for tomorrow to go to cue with LJN2 to FINALLY celebrate truong's birthday. but today i find out that tomorrow is my cousin's farewell party. she's going to freakin' berkeley & i won't get to see her besides like thanksgiving and christmas. and all of us cousin's on my dad's side are super close, like this *crosses fingers*. so i'm out at this restaurant in public, and of course, being the little baby i am, i cry. -_- i go outside, and nicole truong, i freaking love you & i'm so freaking sorry. i called her nd she was willing to do the hangout after school starts. i felt so bad, her birthday was in may.

then they're done eating and we go outside in the sun and they talk some more, so i play with the little kids. and i freaking get in trouble. like, wth i'm not even doing anything wrong. well i mean yaknow yaknow, heat makes me cranky. so i stand out there waiting, all freaking bored nd stuff. in the sun omg ugh. then the kids start playing with me again, so like, eff what my parents said. LMAO then we went to the bank where i saw my uncle and i called "san shu shu" or 三叔叔 but he didn't hear me -_- AHAHA but it's okay we saw him later.

my dad took me home after, i called annie at like 12 and told her she could come over. she said she was gonna eat lunch nd come. so it's freaking 2 and she's not here yet and i'm freaking pissed cuhs we have to leave for church at like, 4. she's not picking up her phone calls either. we were gonna go running and come back, take a shower, talk about boys, and THEN leave. but she comes at freaking 2:30 so all we get to do is talk about boys. LMAO i almost fell asleep waiting for her to come.

so we get to church, and guess what. i freaking forgot my shoes. i mean, it's parents' appreciation night, otherwise known as PAN, so we're dressing nice nd stuff. i brought my dress. but i forgot everything else. i'm wearing freaking flip flops and my hair is messed up. i don't have a necklace or anything, and i have a freaking speedzone thing on my wrist from two weeks ago. then i couldn't find my phone. i was having the worst day in the world. on top of that, it was freaking hot, so of course i'm cranky. i didn't know what to do at all, nd i was just pissed. like OH EM GEE UGH. AAAAND my boobs look freaking bigger with my dress on, like wth ?! and no, i do not think it's a good thing. well everything turned out fine. my mom got shoes for me cuhs she just loves me so freaking much, thanks <3 OH AND for the longest time, we couldn't find this poster we made last week. nd i was freaking in charge of it so of course i'm worried and flipping out nd stuff yaknow ? finally i found it, omg. and everything was wonderful.

had an iffy morning and a horrible afternoon, but tonight was wonderful :) i had a lot of fun with gladiator, and it's just making me all the more confused. i thought i was over him. but i guess i'm not. freaking on & off for five years, i don't understand it ! and then there's the other one -_- WHAT DO I DO D:

peace outt
love, lyd <3

FML

LMAO

My Life Is Average.

is the awesomest site in the world
thanks to chrisyu who introduced me to it :)
i was so deprived for not knowing of it ! omg. HAHAHAH
i was telling mallorie about it one day, and she was like, oh MLIA ! and i'm like oh you know about it too. ahahhaha
anyways, i submitted a story, but it was not published :[
so i shall publish it on my blog ! lmao idk :D

"Today, I had my first picnic. I was so excited. We were eating pasta and ice cream in my backyard. MLIA."

haha something like that. i know, not interesting :[ but it was the funniest thing when it happened ! :)

so today my mei came over. we blasted music and had a great time in my backyard. i usually don't go there. HAHAHAHAHAH :) did you know..there's a couch on my driveway. it's so cool, we just chill there :D she's coming again tomorrow ! yaaaay. then PAN timeeee ! i'm sooo..anxious ! i hope i don't forget anything.

i'm in such a good mood and don't really know why..HAHAHAHHA hm. i just wanna go do something ! and it's like, 1 am :)
ahhhh so restleeeess.

"i think that possibly maybe i'm falling for you"
maybe that's why.

i wish i could drive, and i lived by myself. i would so just go out right now. i'd drive over to a friend's house, call her, nd say, "hey i'm outside your house right now. i'm so bored, let's go do something." yeah, 1 am :) aaahhhh !

i don't wanna end this post. i don't know why. i just don't wanna go to sleep !

i changed my wallpaper for my phone today. hahahahah i've been spending so much time with my mei lately !

lalallalalaaaaa wsupwsup :)

PEACE OUT
- LYD <3


:):):):):)
he's immune to sad faces.
okayz0rds.
hopefully he doesn't read this.

i can't believe i actually did it.

i'm sorry ariel, i just can't help myself :/

this morning i woke up at like 6:30 to take a shower. got to school at like 8, talked to danny & some other cc people. chilled with dab for a while, adam came, jen came, blahblah. varsity tennis practice ! with dabbie. HAHAHA mm kevin & jack & darren & this other guy..ted ? came. oh and david too ! omg long time no seeeeee i missed them so muuuch <3 especially david and jack haha. i see kevin all the time ! i'm not too close to darren, and..i don't know ted. lmaoo. anywho, i was dribbling a basketball on the tennis courts today. I FREAKING MISS BASKETBALL :[ <3

around 11 my brother took me to the mall. i got there at like 11:20 or so becuhs he freaking forgot we were going to the mall. he turned on accident and went the long way...aye. haha and i thought i was late. but i waited like a bajillion minutes for chris -_- HAHAH well when i got there, SURPRISE sitting there was adam [who i just saw at the tennis courts earlier that day o.o], wesley, timtruong, anderson, and two girls LMAO. so i sat with them while i waited for the lazy bum from walnut. yeah seriously, the movie started at 11:30 & he freaking woke up at 11 -_- WOWOWOW. sooo i gave him six bucks to buy my ticket cuhs i wanted to go get some food cuhs, as annie & angela may recall, i can get hungry in the theaters -_- so mcdonalds took foreeeever ! chris was getting impatient. haha he's so funny sometimes. so mean though ! >:o anywhoo, the original plan was for ugly truth at 11:30, the collector at 1:30, and harry potter at 3:15. however they did not have tickets for ugly truth or something like that..idk. so chris got tickets for the proposal..again -_- cuhs yeah, we totally watched that together last thursday -_- but whatevers, he's a loser :) so instead, we watched the collector at 11:15, missed the beginning ; watched funny people at 1:20, waited for half an hour cuhs the collector ended at like 12:55 ; aaaand watched hp6 at 3:15 as planned, but missed the first half hour or so becuhs funny people ended at like 4 -_- WHATEVERS. none of these movies were particularly good.. -_- ayee idk. too bad :) six dollars for three movies, eh i wouldn't call it a ripoff. so chris & i were being mean to each other the whole time. idk whyyy hahaha. he went to buy earrings after -_- yeah i keep telling him he's gay :) he got a snack wrap after, then we went to the customer information center to turn in our mcdonalds receipts for more points for rowland :) luckily he didn't know what i was doing LMAO since he goes to walnut..hahaha. suckeeeeer ;) hm so after, his friend came. then we went to look for a cardigan for him. ae, then forever 21. then he had to leave. then i left. LMAO today was fun. thanks chrisyu :) and effyou. HAHA JUST KIDDING <3

yeeeee

today is august 4th. but too bad. pretend it's august 3rd.

so yesterday (august 2nd) i had a stomachache from drinking a lot of coffee. i'm not a coffee person. i don't normally drink coffee at all. i was practicing my between the leg crossovers though, with my stomachache. i don't think that was a good thing. i took a shower after. and then i cleaned the bathtub cuhs it was dirty -_- i eventually got a headache. didn't even wanna eat dinner. so i went upstairs, it was about 8:20. thought i was gonna go to sleep, but read scarlet letter instead. it was like 10:30. i had read like ten pages..of the intro -_- FAILURE. so yeah, then i was gonna go to sleep at 11 but i couldn't, soo, idk. i fell asleep at like 12ish.

today i woke up, ate lunch, took stuff outta boxes and now i still have to clean it up. i told dabbie a story :) theen my mei picked me up. we went to the village where we ate at this italian place next to cold stones. yes i guess you can say i ate again -_- I'M A FATTY. i called arnold to tell him i was in walnut cuhs he was the only one that i have the number of but his phone was like off. idk i still texted him cuhs i'm a loser haha. so then we went to staples so annie could buy some school supplies or something idk. then we went to cold stones and annie thought she lost her phone. went back to the italian place, wasn't there. headed towards staples. i noticed her phone was in her pocket -_- headed to tj maxx so her mom could return something, decided to stay in cuhs it was hot/humid outside and there was ac inside. look at / tried on shoes & hats & scarves. i ended up buying a hat, she bought a pair of shoes. i wanted these yellow heels but i need to conserve money ! omg. hahahah they were cute though. well i thought :) soo we headed back to her house nd it was like already five. we had left my house at like 1 or something. mm i helped her memorize some words for theory for like three hours HHAHAH okay maybe two. but it was hilarious hahahah we talked like crazy asians -_- uhh then we played gh4 but it kinda got weird or something. either it wasn't working right or we just suck that much LMAO. probably the latter. so anyways dinner time ! pretty awkward since i don't really talk to her dad or her brother. but i guess it was okay :) mm her mom thinks i like fish. which is odd..idk where she got that from LMAO. anywho. after dinner we walked to stater bros. it was close to the hub cafe so i decided to go there to see if maybe kevinlim was there :) AND HE WAS i was so excited ahahhahaha. so i opened the door, and i saw..KEVIN LIU OMG WHAT THE ahahhahaha. so i thought maybe jen's here ! and she was ! i was so excited LMAO i have seen her in a while omg ! so yeeah, i was with annie at the time. i introduced her to kevinlim, vice versa or whatever. she headed back to stater bros where her brother was waiting, and i stayed to talk to kevin a little bit. i was so excited he told me to calm down LMAO so after a while a headed back to staterbros where annie and her brother were both reading magazines or something. so we were there for a while, debating on who's cuter : taylor lautner or robert pattinson LMAO. i am totally for taylor <3 hehehe. so we headed back to her house. played some hsm sing it on her wii LMAO theeen we went up to her room to record some videos :) WE FAILED THOUGH so don't expect nice videos..hehehehehe. idk when i'm getting them though. is it gonna be like the vids i recorded at jen's house months ago ? long gone. HAHAHAHAH idk :) well, 10pm came along and there's this drama they watch. cheesy but cute :) guang ying de gu shi ? hhaha well whatevers. my mom called and i had to go home. it was like 11:30, almost hahaha wow. well now it's 1:30. OH YEAH i also saw some pictures. the suzanne yearbook from 2007-2008. just thought i'd mention. HAHAHAH yeah. SO killed my image -_- but anyways i'm tireeeeeed.

so peace outtt
love y'all !
- lyd <3

hm

so kevin suh doesn't really want me to stop blogging ? idk.

soo..wow i haven't posted about my days in quite a while. hm, summer school ended on the 17th of july. then the week after that i still had basketball. the 24th, basketball bonding. super fun pool bonding :) jv & varsity, no coaches HAHA. i was in the pool from like, 1pm to 7pm. cuhrazy huh. well i got out to eat hehe. ate supermuch got superfull :[ then we some of us headed to the park. made some jerking videos HAHA :D then irene and i went swingin' while the others did idk what. we started getting headaches so we went over with them. took some fail pictures. headed back, mallorie's parents were there. but mallorie still stayed cuhs her parents were talking to marcela's parents LMAO. for like, an hour. it was hilarious. we shot some hoops or whatever. tried to dunk. I FAILED EPICALLY -_- then there were six of us left. we were sitting outside talking. my mom came. 10 minute train on the way home. got home, then i forgot what happened hahaha.

i don't remember what happened that weekend..but uh, monday i stayed at home doing nothing. tuesday, woke up at like 7:30 or something, got ready and headed to the district office. made some posters, ate some donuts, stuff like that. got back at 11ish ? waited. hehe. at 5 i went to speedzone, and got lost on the way -_- WTH hahahahaha. so i did not know that melissa kamiyama works at speedzone ! hahaha mm i was with mallorie and victoriaa. we rode the slick track once. I FAILED. then we went to the turbo track. victoria dropped her card at the slick track so she didn't go with us -_- we rode the single rider or whatever. then we went inside for some shooting game and ddr. HAHAHAH ddr. anywho. we wanted to eat so we walked/ran to chilis for dinner ;) my mom called me there D: i was so scared. cuhs i don't think i was supposed to leave speedzone. neither was mallorie. we were both superscared. but victoria was laughing at us LMAO. so we got our food to-go, and we ran back to speedzone. yeah i think mallorie's mom called her TWICE while we were not at speedzone. but we got back, ate, and mallorie and i were both superfull. went outside to the tracks. rode the double rider OR WHATEVER IT'S CALLED on the turbo track cuhs that line was shorter. then we rode it again. wait i don't think that's right...too bad ahhaha. yeah i think we did the double rider before chilis. hahaha whatevers. anyways, then the rode the single rider again. we went inside for ddr again. and our cards ran out LMAO. but that day was superfun :)

wednesday. at like, 11ish ? i forgot when. kevinlim came by and picked me up. jasper, kevin, me, and chriscelle aka JKL+C went to ihop for some brunch :) this day was to celebrate jasper's 15th birthday hehe. i got him some socks ! after ihop we went to school to drop off chriscelle for band practice. JKL went to the pool place by the 99.99 cent store to play some pool jas & lyd vs. kevin. HAHAHAHHA we woulda lost but we won cuhs kevin kept hitting in the 8 ball LMAO YES >:] i'm a failure. LMAO jasper and i were fighting for shotgun in kevin's car..AT THE FREAKING WRONG CAR LMAO. kevin won't let that go. hahahaahhaah we was like, what are you guys doing ? and he was walking to this other car HAHHAHA LMAO. yeeeah...jasper got shotgun :[ we headed to mcdonald's cuhs we were thirsty. then we went to rowland park and just parked there in the shade. i was taking pictures, jasper was..idk, playing with stuff. hahahah and i'm not sure what kevin was doing. i think he was just choosing songs the whole time. cuhs we were listening to songs from his phone. band practice was over, we headed over to joan's house. we stayed there longer than we all thought we would. chriscelle plays catch my by demi lovato beautifully :) i could listen to it all day if she were willing to play. we went to oak tree lanes to bowl ! I FAILED EPICALLY -_- so bad, so bad. first time i bowled in a whileeee ! it was fun even though i sucked LMAO. jasper and i played the skeeball thing there. i thought i was pretty good LMAO HAHAHAHAH. we got 43 tickets -_- the guy was like, i'll give you 45. hahaha we got this hot dog thing and two dice. that was supposed to be like 50 tickets but i guess the guy was just really nice ? hahaha idk. sooooooo yeah. we went to brea mall for some california pizza kitchen. I LOVE IT THERE :) good food, nice people. wonderful. after dinner, we went to bath & body works. then we headed home. oh yeah i had to borrow one of the socks i got for jasper cuhs i didn't have socks for bowling D: cuhs i fail -_-

thursday ! mallin' with panda & co. FINALLY hehe. arnold wu, kelvin mak ?, chris yu, me, nicole kanow, and jessica lee. the proposal. after, we met up with jess's sister tiffany and her friend ivan. mongolian grill ! theen forever 21. then the girls & ivan left, i was left with the three boys. kinda awkward at first, then it got pretty fun. headed to sears so i could return some expensive socks. kelvin kept talking about sex -_- they made me say okayzors. then we went to tilt. kelvin and arnold were playing a shooting game. i forgot what it was called. something crisis ? hahaha idk. chris & i went to play the basketball games in the corner. I FAILED. wow, i fail at something every day. anywho, i got 17, he got 26 LMAO but i got three tickets. and he didn't get any. i thought it was kinda funny hehe. then we went to watch kelvin & arnold. chris & i were gonna go play skeeball, then arnold's brother came. they had to leave, and i was left all alone, waiting for my brother for freaking 25 minutes. -_- there was this lady sitting in front of me, staring at me listen to my ipod and play tetris demos on my phone. it was pretty creepy D: then i went home. that night, i was talking on aim to arnold and chris, about okayzors LMAO. turns out i own all other girls cuhs i'm the only one who says it. i also found out that it's not okayzors :O it's okayz0rds. HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH. so yeah. okayz0rds, i'm gonna stop talking about thursday. :D

friday, i went to my cousin's house at like 4ish to swim. all of us cousins were there except katrina cuhs she and debbie are freaking fighting. i personally feel that it's really stupid -_- UGH she shoulda went. some of wayne's friends went o.o and my mei annie went haha. well we played marco polo & chicken fight. then my grandma came and took us out to eat. life plaza ! we had dinner, then some shaved ice :D annie & i went to other grandparents' house cuhs my mom was there. we were trying to jerk LMAO shutup :) I FAIL. HEHEHEHE. we were cracking up it was hilarious. then my mom took us to my house, where she listened to me sing nd stuff. she says my originals should be on the radio, but i don't think so hahahah. she probably has low standards or something. WHATEVER :) mm we camerawhored until my brother's camera ran outta battery LMAO. then she left, and i was left bored.

this morning i woke up, took a shower, and ate lunch. and here i am. annie was supposed to come over in the morning but i don't know where she is.

SORRY MALLORIE, I'VE BEEN SLEEPING LATE D: i mees youuuuuu <3

sorry for this extremely long post. again. HAHAH i haven't done it in a while, and i've had a funfilled week :)

PEACE OUT
- lyd <3