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been a while.
i probably took out my contacts twice in the past seven days.
NOT GOOD. especially considering the fact that i have hard contacts, that makes it all the worse cuhs you're not even supposed to leave contacts in anyways, hard OR soft. so this is all becuhs i sleep at like, 4:30 in the morning ! ohkay, not every day, but that was once this week. THE FIRST WEEK OF FREAKING SCHOOL AND I ALREADY GET SUCH LITTLE SLEEP. UGH. i didn't even get enough sleep over the summer -_- stupid asb. lmao.

i have so much freaking homework, you don't even know. calc homework, i NEVER finish. rarely ever get to start. reading for gov ? i hate it. never get it done. started doodling on it last night. drew a really pretty flower though :) no regrets, fool. no regrets. JUST KIDDING i do regret it -_- cuhs i'm a nerd and i'm so scared of failing classes nd shtuff. failing for lyd = lower than an A- on my report card.

i got a 28 / 50 on my scarlet letter test. i was surprised ! not becuhs like, "nooo i failed", more like, wow, i did better / almost as good as some people who actually read the book carefully, read spark notes, took their own notes, and studied rigorously. i also got a 15/20 on my oral. that's like, major fail for me. like, c+ ?! 75 freaking %. but then i realize other people scores. the ones that read the book carefully, read spark notes, took their own notes, and studied rigorously. 99% of my oral, i didn't even know what the heck i was talking about. bs much ?! totally. and yet i still get an average score.

i haven't been on aim all week. or myspace. or youtube. rarely email. i miss summer. when homework wasn't due the next day, or ever. when there was no homework ! when i could go out all i wanted, omg.

have i blogged about wongfu ? i've been talking about them all week :) wesley is the freaking cutest guy in the whole world omg. so amazingly good looking ! i got a nice girl shirt, signed. i got a yogurtland cup signed too. i also got a keychain & a picture ! for memories :) i was the third person in line, but the first to "meet" wongfu. i was the first to touch tedfu's hand, then phillip wang, then wesley chan. my heart melted when i saw wesley. i was so freaking nervous omg. but it was the best. i stood next to wesley omg. i was so excited / happy HAHAHAH



i really wanna go to ISA. but i can't. cuhs i have WAY to much homework than i can handle and finish every day. ISA is labor day weekend, but so is camp surf. ISA september 6th, camp surf 7th and 8th, back to school on the 9th. not much time for me to do homework..not good. but i still really wanna go D: thanks to brian park :) for bringing the tickets for me. sorry my mom said no LMAO. i guess i'll go next time ! hopefully <3

OHYEAH i saw brian park on tv. it was the weirdest thing ever. didn't get to tell him today though hahahah maybe if i see him on monday :)

basketball ! omg i missed it so much. SOOOO outta shape, like you don't even know how fat i am -_- every day after sixth period i dread practice & don't feel good. but i'm glad i get through it :) no practice today ! hehe. i got a bruise on my finger from hitting mallorie -_- OH and i took a picture of robert the green spider LMAO omg i'm gonna show her monday.

i want food.

ARIEO AND I WILL SELF-DESTRUST IN FIFTEEN DAYS.

peace out.
love, lyd <3





p.s. there's a bunch of people i haven't talked to in forever ! :o mees yoooou