i feel like i wanna blog, but i don't wanna blog.

there's just so much going on tomorrow. asb beach bonding, ariel's party, vbs reunion, that mcdonald's thing. HAHAHA well i can only go to two of them, and i've chosen asb beach bonding and vbs reunion. i wonder how pooped i'll be tomorrow. i just feel like not going to anything anymore. i'm so stressed out from tryna figure whether to go to beach bonding or ariel's party. it took me forever to decide. and once i decided, i was undecided once more. but it's forshure now. i'm going to beach bonding. it better be fun or else i'm gonna kill myself. i guess i can say i'm in a really bad mood right now. btw, i've pretty much gotten over tree. teehee.

today was a pretty crazy day i guess. woke up early to get to school at 8. 10 minutes late but who cares. registration til like 11ish. waited for tim & jen for a freakin' hour nd a half or so. go to the mall at like 1 -_- but it was fun. watched time traveler's wife with jen. spent all my money, i'm gonna kill myself. i started out with like, over 900 yollars. and now i have three. THREE FREAKIN' DOLLARS. from 900. mmmmmhm i'm screwed. where'd it all go ? well why don't you look at my tummy & my thighs eh ? I'M FAT. i got FOOD. and then if you come over and take a look at my closet over here, yeah. i've accumulated quite a lot of clothes over this past year. I'M SO FREAKING SCREWED FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE FOOL. i wish i could just freakin' start over. i wanna run away. i'm so freaking moody. my period just ended. yeah i don't care if y'all know. what does it matter to me. everyone thinks i'm crazy anyways. everyone in the freakin' line at raging waters hates me cuhs i was singing so much. WELL YA KNOW WHAT ? TOO BAD. I DON'T EFFING CARE -_- ugh.

and i have to make a powerpoint for tomorrow cuhs the ones cindy sent were screwed up. ugh. fml. yeah randall, i don't care -_- so freakin' not in the mood.

well then i went to the beach with the alhambrians. quite fun actually, andrew lok is so weird ;) finally got a hug from victor. walked along the shore at night with diane haha. don't feel like blogging anymore.

happy birthday unofficial <9

peace out
- lyd <3