i have a list

of things i want to accomplish in my life.
short term goals or long term goals, whatever.
whether i finish these things 50 years later, or 10, maybe 5, doesn't really matter.
i just wanna get em done :)


number one : i want to write a book. i don't care if it gets published or not, i just wanna write a book :)
number two : make a present for wong fu so it might get possibly featured on a "video blog", or at least so they can have memories of me ! :D
number three : [hopefully within the first semester of this school year, or in 2009 if possible] draw out our spongebob characters so we can all put them on our binders or something ;) <--class officer shtuff.
number four : overcome my ADD. i honestly believe i have it. and i wish i didn't. maybe i need to take some medication, but i really don't want to. -_-
number five : achieve something in life ; make myself proud for once. go out, have fun, do what i wanna do, not what someone else wants me to do.
number six : learn to make my own decisions at one point. i often rely on others for their opinions on what i should do, and what i shouldn't do. "hey jess, should i do this or should i do that ? or both ?" even my mom notices i ask jess about everything. i need to stop
number seven : can i be more stressed out ? i wanna learn to relax, even at the most stressful moments. not be careless, but carefree. i could accomplish so much more if i didn't freak out so much.
number eight : honor my father and mother. and my brother. first commandment with a promise, and i don't exactly obey it. not good.
number nine : stop overthinking. i think way too much, about anything and everything. and that's exactly what stresses me out so much. calm down, lyd. just go with the flow.
number ten : last but definitely not least, strive [and really work] for a good relationship with God. i haven't been doing that in a while. i just think about it, no action at all. i know it's not easy, but it just makes it all the more worthwhile if i work hard to get to that point.

i really didn't think before i made this list. i just wanted to write a book, and to make something for wongfu :) but uhm. yeah. hopefully i can do all this, it's time to make a change.

peace out
love, lyd <3