today was a horrible day.

so i slept at 3 am this morning, and woke up at 8:55 or so. got ready and went to that seafood place next to 99 ranch market on nogales for some dim sum with these church people cuhs one family is moving to washington dc. seriously, everyone there was over 30 or younger than 12. here i am, all 15 nd stuff. my brother was sleeping over at his friends house -_-

i had plans for tomorrow to go to cue with LJN2 to FINALLY celebrate truong's birthday. but today i find out that tomorrow is my cousin's farewell party. she's going to freakin' berkeley & i won't get to see her besides like thanksgiving and christmas. and all of us cousin's on my dad's side are super close, like this *crosses fingers*. so i'm out at this restaurant in public, and of course, being the little baby i am, i cry. -_- i go outside, and nicole truong, i freaking love you & i'm so freaking sorry. i called her nd she was willing to do the hangout after school starts. i felt so bad, her birthday was in may.

then they're done eating and we go outside in the sun and they talk some more, so i play with the little kids. and i freaking get in trouble. like, wth i'm not even doing anything wrong. well i mean yaknow yaknow, heat makes me cranky. so i stand out there waiting, all freaking bored nd stuff. in the sun omg ugh. then the kids start playing with me again, so like, eff what my parents said. LMAO then we went to the bank where i saw my uncle and i called "san shu shu" or 三叔叔 but he didn't hear me -_- AHAHA but it's okay we saw him later.

my dad took me home after, i called annie at like 12 and told her she could come over. she said she was gonna eat lunch nd come. so it's freaking 2 and she's not here yet and i'm freaking pissed cuhs we have to leave for church at like, 4. she's not picking up her phone calls either. we were gonna go running and come back, take a shower, talk about boys, and THEN leave. but she comes at freaking 2:30 so all we get to do is talk about boys. LMAO i almost fell asleep waiting for her to come.

so we get to church, and guess what. i freaking forgot my shoes. i mean, it's parents' appreciation night, otherwise known as PAN, so we're dressing nice nd stuff. i brought my dress. but i forgot everything else. i'm wearing freaking flip flops and my hair is messed up. i don't have a necklace or anything, and i have a freaking speedzone thing on my wrist from two weeks ago. then i couldn't find my phone. i was having the worst day in the world. on top of that, it was freaking hot, so of course i'm cranky. i didn't know what to do at all, nd i was just pissed. like OH EM GEE UGH. AAAAND my boobs look freaking bigger with my dress on, like wth ?! and no, i do not think it's a good thing. well everything turned out fine. my mom got shoes for me cuhs she just loves me so freaking much, thanks <3 OH AND for the longest time, we couldn't find this poster we made last week. nd i was freaking in charge of it so of course i'm worried and flipping out nd stuff yaknow ? finally i found it, omg. and everything was wonderful.

had an iffy morning and a horrible afternoon, but tonight was wonderful :) i had a lot of fun with gladiator, and it's just making me all the more confused. i thought i was over him. but i guess i'm not. freaking on & off for five years, i don't understand it ! and then there's the other one -_- WHAT DO I DO D:

peace outt
love, lyd <3