YAYAYAYAYYYY

second week of school : over.
no that's not what i'm yaying about -_-
there's still freakin' like 34 weeks left.. D:
I'M DYING GUYS. somebody help me :[
i'm failing all my classes. this is horrible.
i think i have an F in calc. seriously.
and i think i failed my ap gov test today.
I HATE ASB RIGHT NOW.
i probably have like a D or something in english. stupid scarlet letter.
chem's alright, i'm tied for first place with a 98.3 % i guess i've always been pretty good at science ? i thought i'd always been good at math too though -_- eff that.
asb, it's hard for me not to get an A, isn't it ?
and i probably have an A in chinese.
A in basketball, of course. haha.
but i used to have a 4.0
and now i'm failing three classes. or at least i think i am..
life sucks, doesn't it ? D:

and i have to finish my homework by saturday night.

now for the yay's :D
i went to the pool today. hahahah. put my feet in the water :D haha wish i coulda gone all the way down. but i didn't have any clothes to change into, and i was waiting for my brother to come anywaays. fun talkin' to krys & annie :)

yayayaayy, i saw kevin lim yesterdee <3 i miss him :[ i hadn't seen him before yesterday since likee, that day i went to see wong fu. hahahaha yeah i know it wasn't that long ago, i guess i just miss seeing him every day during the school year. and at least once a week during the summer. didn't get to talk to him for long though hahaha. i felt so sneaky last night though :o even though i was right outside my house -_- LMAO

OMGOMGOMG sunday night. ISA BABBAAAAYY <3 wongfu, david choi, kina grannis, gabe bondoc !, quest crew, passion, and more ! i'm so freakin' excited. haven't chilled with vickie in a whileeeeeee :)

and CAMP SURF monday & tuesday ! i'm not sure if i wanna miss school on tuesday though. i'm scared. i need to go to calc to learn.

well i think that's it for the yay's cuhs my life sucks.

still haven't gone to cue & dinner with LJN2.

& still haven't hung with marielydab + jasfil for the birthdays. i feel like we're starting to drift..
seriously dab, i don't wanna kill our friendship over a stupid project. i know you're mad at me, i haven't talked to you in like four days. and i miss you. i'm just scared to start the first conversation. i'm really sorry
mariel always seems to be sad nowadays. she doesn't tell me anything anymore, so idk wsup. i don't talk to phillip much anymore. i only talk to jasper at 4th period, the passing period after 4th, and lunch. i miss you guys.

kevin suh hates me :'( it makes me sad

i feel like the whole world hates me, like my whole world is crashing down on me right now. i'm serious, this is too much for me to handle. i'm freakin' scared. what happened to all the friendships ? is it me ?

and on top of everything, i'm freakin' sore from basketball. all this plios / conditioning and weight training is killing my muscles. but i hope i'll be a lot better by season. & i'm really hoping i'll be on jv. fingers crossed.


i just don't know what to think anymore.

peace out
love, lyd <3