"don't worry about it"

how can i not worry about it, when things abruptly changed one day, and i have no idea why ? is it just me, am i overthinking it all, or is what i'm feeling all really not a lie ? i'm tired of having to deal with this, cuhs you're one of the best guy friends i've ever had. i wanna go back to what it was like before you knew anything. i'm getting over you, maybe that'll help. but i just really don't know what to do about it anymore. we need to talk.

& you. i thought we were friends. why are you fucking doing this to me ?! you should know how i feel. either you're just freakin' dumbshit or you don't give a fuck. ugh, idk what i'm supposed to do.