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have you ever just felt like you just wanted to walk out the door nd take a walk to as far as you could ? i kinda feel that way right now. i really think it's cuhs i just wanna take a step or two away from my homework. it's so stressing ! haha. i love long walks. i wish i could have more time to take them. i wish i could have someone who would come to my doorstep nd knock, nd say, is lydia home ? then they'd take me out for a walk to wherever our feet take us. nd i wish we could stay out for as long as we wanted. for hours, days, maybe even weeks on end. without my parents or my brother calling me up wondering where i am. omg that'd be great. yeah, i wish they'd just let me go nd just trust that i'd be safe, even though they don't know where the heck i am. ah, that'd really be wonderful. i have some math homework sitting everywhere. then some science homework nd a little bit of english homework. nd on top of that, i've got some history homework. i really don't wanna do it. i just wanna get out of the house nd take a walk. maybe to a friend's house, nd just be like, hey you wanna take a walk with me ? i love long talks with friends that i can just tell anything to nd talk to about anything. it's a great feeling to catch up with people like that. but whatevers. i know i can't do that. nd now i've gotta go upstairs for some family devotions :)

sorry for extra-wasting your time with two blog posts today !
peace outt !
. lyd ! <3