haven't been on in a week, don't have anymore hw due tomorrow so i couldn't resist signing on today. cuhs i just had this feeling that i had some emails to check. turns out i ended up doing much more. cst's aren't too bad, pretty easy for the most part. some questions kill me though. hm, i wonder what my scores are gonna be like this year. nd i wonder what my gpa is. ayeeeee. elections on thursdays, bring your ids nd vote, 2012 ! asdfghjkl; it feels so weird to not have blogged in a week. oh yeah btw, to all those people out there who continuously misspell his name, IT'S ZAC EFRON, NOT ZAC EFFRON. sorry, it just bugs me, there's only one F guys.
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& there's just something i've been wanting to post in my blog, but i haven't been online to do it.
"i remember when we kissed
i still feel it on my lips
the time that you danced with me
with no music playin'
i remember the simple things
i remember til i cry
but the one thing i wish i'd forget
the memory i wanna forget
is goodbye"
-miley cyrus, goodbye
at the end of 'o8, this would've been the perfect song for me. honestly, it still is. but anyways, just ignore that. the bolded part ; kevin, do you remember ?
ah, the memories. in the parking lot at goodyear. it's true, that the only thing i wanna forget is goodbye.
well i've had that song stuck in my head for quite a while, nd i really like it. i guess partially cuhs it reminds me of something i had, nd i can relate.
haha okaaay, whatevers.
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i've been making a bajillion bracelets. it's fun ! :D maybe cuhs i have no life.
weells
peace outt !
- lyd <3
p.s. why, jack ? why did you not go to school today D:
Monday, April 27, 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009
let's begin
with yesterday :)
041809
i think i woke up at 10:30, due to a call from angela. i was so scared that she was gonna tell me she couldn't come that day. but instead she said she couldn't make it til 11:30. the movie was gonna start at 11:45 but i was like eh, it's cool. i mean at least she was coming, right ? :) so she was supposed to come to my house but she ended up going straight to the mall instead because of time. well i got to the mall before she did so i got both our tickets. then i saw hon ! :D lmaolmao i didn't get to talk to him cuhs he was working though..well duh. haha. so angela came, nd we went to the theaters at like 11:50-something. we watched 17 again..OMG ZAC EFRON. i've never had a celeb crush before..until now. HAHAHAHA he's only the hottest thing in the world. when i saw him in that white tshirt, leather jacket, nd omg those freaking skinny jeans. ahh-mazing. i didn't know anyone could look so good ! ND THEN omgomgomg that freaking plaid shirt..that was like, the moment i realized. no one else is as hot as zac efron omg. hahahaha can't stop thinking about hiiiim <3 LMAO wow. i'll never have him, why do i even try -_- but whatevers, it doesn't hurt to think about him right ;) HAHAHAH okay so then we went to the bathroom, then to look at one side, then to look at the food [didn't buy anything], then to the other side of the theater :o didn't get caught ;) hannah montana just had to be the last place we were checking -_- why couldn't it be the first place ? cuhs i was seriously scared we were gonna get caught. especially when we got inside, nd angela was like, okay now i want some nachos. so she asked me to go with her. "do i have to ?" "yes" "-_- okay fine" but thankfully we didn't get caught :) but we ended up getting dibs instead, cuhs nachos were so expensive..hannah montana was a pretty good movie. that guy, travis brody ? he's pretty cute ;) but no where near as good-looking as zac efron. NO ONE can compare to his hotness <3 OOOOKAAAAY..so yeah, then we went to the foodcourt cuhs angela was hungry. we went to mcdees nd she got a double double and a mcchicken and a large fries ? i got a grilled honey mustard & a crispy ranch snack wrap. then we went to boba time cuhs i had a coupon. HAHA asians. i got a milk tea boba and she got a strawberry slushie. so we went back to the middle of the foodcourt to sit down nd eat. we didn't finish our food cuhs we were so full. then we were gonna go to forever, but then she had to pee so we went back to the foodcourt cuhs i totally didn't know there's a bathroom like, right next to forever -_- so we peed nd then we finally went to forever21, where i got this really cute shirt that i wore today ;) but we were in there for like, FOREVER [thus the name of the store] cuhs i couldn't find something i wanted, but i had a card with store credit so i wanted to get something. everything was so expensive..eh whatevers. i ended up getting something nice :) i saw moses in there hahahaha, i was like hey ! then all of a sudden i turned around nd i was like.."o.o what are you doing here..." HAHAHHAHA he was with his sisters :] so then my mom came nd we went to church. potluck, got stuffed cuhs i was still kinda full from mcdonalds nd boba AND cuhs i ate a loot.. -_- ohyeah, that morning i weighed myself nd i lost 5 pounds ! omg. but ofcourse i gained it all back..aiyah. well whatevers :) we were supposed to have a special speaker that night, operation dawn was coming ! but they didn't show, so we were about to resume our normal..uh..stuff HAHA. but then they finally came :D operation dawn is kinda like a drug rehab where they get people off of drugs while preaching the gospel. it's pretty cool :) nd i love hearing people's testimonies, so touchingg. hahaha so yeah. i went home, worked on my paperplates. then i was going to sleep at like 2 ? haha idk. but i couldn't sleep for the longest time -_- so i ended up sleeping on the couch, where i finally fell asleep. don't worry guys, i like sleeping on the couch :) [<-- & that's supposed to make you guys not worry ?! :o] hhahahah idk ;D
041909
hm, so today was church, pretty normal. got back late though, like 3:50. i was so effing tired cuhs i couldn't fall asleep last night..i couldn't fall asleep on friday night either, nd on thursday night/friday morning i slept at like 4am -_- so yeah, NOT GOOD. eh, LJN2 was over today, from like, 4:30ish ? yeah, i pretty much slept from when i got home til when kanow got here. we started working nd a couple minutes later truong showed up. we looked at pictures of people from ayala. hahaha, nd watched their drumline show. then we ate some brownies nd drank some..yangleduo. jess came at like 5:30ish ? nd sorry, she did a lot of work. while we were just making bracelets. hahahaha. i was talking to geoffreycheng today ! omg :) i haven't seen him in forever ! since like, last july i think D: he called me, lmao. truong nd jess were like OOOH lyd's talking to a boy ! look at how she's smiling ! who is he ? is he cute ? blahblablah. i don't like him, guys. hhahahaha really, i don't. i'm single, not crushing, nd i'm loving it. but then of course, there's zac efron..LMAO okay. so yeah, we pretty much finished our magazine / newspaper / whatever it is. but it's not put together yet, so idk. haha but it's due on tuesday so whateveers. hm, i don't think there's much to talk about today. besides alla that ^ hahaha. so yeeeeeeah. zac efron.
peace outt !
- lyd <3
p.s. hope you feel better ! <3
just imagine me singing to youu ;)
041809
i think i woke up at 10:30, due to a call from angela. i was so scared that she was gonna tell me she couldn't come that day. but instead she said she couldn't make it til 11:30. the movie was gonna start at 11:45 but i was like eh, it's cool. i mean at least she was coming, right ? :) so she was supposed to come to my house but she ended up going straight to the mall instead because of time. well i got to the mall before she did so i got both our tickets. then i saw hon ! :D lmaolmao i didn't get to talk to him cuhs he was working though..well duh. haha. so angela came, nd we went to the theaters at like 11:50-something. we watched 17 again..OMG ZAC EFRON. i've never had a celeb crush before..until now. HAHAHAHA he's only the hottest thing in the world. when i saw him in that white tshirt, leather jacket, nd omg those freaking skinny jeans. ahh-mazing. i didn't know anyone could look so good ! ND THEN omgomgomg that freaking plaid shirt..that was like, the moment i realized. no one else is as hot as zac efron omg. hahahaha can't stop thinking about hiiiim <3 LMAO wow. i'll never have him, why do i even try -_- but whatevers, it doesn't hurt to think about him right ;) HAHAHAH okay so then we went to the bathroom, then to look at one side, then to look at the food [didn't buy anything], then to the other side of the theater :o didn't get caught ;) hannah montana just had to be the last place we were checking -_- why couldn't it be the first place ? cuhs i was seriously scared we were gonna get caught. especially when we got inside, nd angela was like, okay now i want some nachos. so she asked me to go with her. "do i have to ?" "yes" "-_- okay fine" but thankfully we didn't get caught :) but we ended up getting dibs instead, cuhs nachos were so expensive..hannah montana was a pretty good movie. that guy, travis brody ? he's pretty cute ;) but no where near as good-looking as zac efron. NO ONE can compare to his hotness <3 OOOOKAAAAY..so yeah, then we went to the foodcourt cuhs angela was hungry. we went to mcdees nd she got a double double and a mcchicken and a large fries ? i got a grilled honey mustard & a crispy ranch snack wrap. then we went to boba time cuhs i had a coupon. HAHA asians. i got a milk tea boba and she got a strawberry slushie. so we went back to the middle of the foodcourt to sit down nd eat. we didn't finish our food cuhs we were so full. then we were gonna go to forever, but then she had to pee so we went back to the foodcourt cuhs i totally didn't know there's a bathroom like, right next to forever -_- so we peed nd then we finally went to forever21, where i got this really cute shirt that i wore today ;) but we were in there for like, FOREVER [thus the name of the store] cuhs i couldn't find something i wanted, but i had a card with store credit so i wanted to get something. everything was so expensive..eh whatevers. i ended up getting something nice :) i saw moses in there hahahaha, i was like hey ! then all of a sudden i turned around nd i was like.."o.o what are you doing here..." HAHAHHAHA he was with his sisters :] so then my mom came nd we went to church. potluck, got stuffed cuhs i was still kinda full from mcdonalds nd boba AND cuhs i ate a loot.. -_- ohyeah, that morning i weighed myself nd i lost 5 pounds ! omg. but ofcourse i gained it all back..aiyah. well whatevers :) we were supposed to have a special speaker that night, operation dawn was coming ! but they didn't show, so we were about to resume our normal..uh..stuff HAHA. but then they finally came :D operation dawn is kinda like a drug rehab where they get people off of drugs while preaching the gospel. it's pretty cool :) nd i love hearing people's testimonies, so touchingg. hahaha so yeah. i went home, worked on my paperplates. then i was going to sleep at like 2 ? haha idk. but i couldn't sleep for the longest time -_- so i ended up sleeping on the couch, where i finally fell asleep. don't worry guys, i like sleeping on the couch :) [<-- & that's supposed to make you guys not worry ?! :o] hhahahah idk ;D
041909
hm, so today was church, pretty normal. got back late though, like 3:50. i was so effing tired cuhs i couldn't fall asleep last night..i couldn't fall asleep on friday night either, nd on thursday night/friday morning i slept at like 4am -_- so yeah, NOT GOOD. eh, LJN2 was over today, from like, 4:30ish ? yeah, i pretty much slept from when i got home til when kanow got here. we started working nd a couple minutes later truong showed up. we looked at pictures of people from ayala. hahaha, nd watched their drumline show. then we ate some brownies nd drank some..yangleduo. jess came at like 5:30ish ? nd sorry, she did a lot of work. while we were just making bracelets. hahahaha. i was talking to geoffreycheng today ! omg :) i haven't seen him in forever ! since like, last july i think D: he called me, lmao. truong nd jess were like OOOH lyd's talking to a boy ! look at how she's smiling ! who is he ? is he cute ? blahblablah. i don't like him, guys. hhahahaha really, i don't. i'm single, not crushing, nd i'm loving it. but then of course, there's zac efron..LMAO okay. so yeah, we pretty much finished our magazine / newspaper / whatever it is. but it's not put together yet, so idk. haha but it's due on tuesday so whateveers. hm, i don't think there's much to talk about today. besides alla that ^ hahaha. so yeeeeeeah. zac efron.
peace outt !
- lyd <3
p.s. hope you feel better ! <3
just imagine me singing to youu ;)
Friday, April 17, 2009
i guess blogging is all there is for me to do this spring break
well, thanks to edward, i'm feeling mucho better :)
he didn't even know he was cheering me up hahaha ;)
sososososooooo..i'm goin' to the mall with angielala tomorrow ! YAAAAY i'm so excited !
hahahaha i was very indecisive about calling kevin. but i ended up calling him in the end. he didn't pick up :[ i was really scared that i had no one to go with..then finally angela could go with me ! muahahaha. thanks, God :) <3 so kevin called me back later, he was busy tomorrow anyways. i'm gonna go visit hon tomorrow :) yeeeee i'm so excited ! sklajdf;alse;lsjlfkjsf speechless :) dressing up like an old lady really ain't my thaang, since i already dressed up like an old man to stalk edward in vegas ;) JK but really. i'm not gonna dress up like an old lady ! young people go to sears too. gooooosh ;D
hahaha woooooow, BIG difference in my mood from my blog earlier til now :)
he didn't even know he was cheering me up hahaha ;)
sososososooooo..i'm goin' to the mall with angielala tomorrow ! YAAAAY i'm so excited !
hahahaha i was very indecisive about calling kevin. but i ended up calling him in the end. he didn't pick up :[ i was really scared that i had no one to go with..then finally angela could go with me ! muahahaha. thanks, God :) <3 so kevin called me back later, he was busy tomorrow anyways. i'm gonna go visit hon tomorrow :) yeeeee i'm so excited ! sklajdf;alse;lsjlfkjsf speechless :) dressing up like an old lady really ain't my thaang, since i already dressed up like an old man to stalk edward in vegas ;) JK but really. i'm not gonna dress up like an old lady ! young people go to sears too. gooooosh ;D
hahaha woooooow, BIG difference in my mood from my blog earlier til now :)
ROFL this made my day :)
edwardng: do you have like a dad, or uncle or grandpa that was in vegas today?
lyd: HAHAHAHAHA no i don't think so.
why, you saw some guy nd you were like, "hey that old man looks like lyd !"
[paraphrased ! cuhs i don't remember what i said..]
edwardng: YEAH! i swear to you.
like an old man sat next to me
and i was like
WTF!? he looks like lyd!
lyd: LMAOLMAOLMAO
well my dad's in china nd all my grandparents are in cali
but idk about my uncles :D [once again, paraphrased]
edwardng: lyd, i kid you not. it was UNCANNY.
soooooooooooooo similar. if you were old. a man. and balding.
YOU. it would be you.
LOL
lyd: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
woooooooow :)
edwardng: :]
i was like. scared. LMFAO
lyd: HAHAHAHA "is lyd following me.." :o
edwardng: lyd?
are you a balding old man?!?!? LMFAO
lyd: HAHAHAHAH
HEY >:O
maybe i was in a costume ! :o
edwardng: ew
then im mad at you for not conversing with me and smelling like an old asian man.
lyd: HAHAHAHHAHA it was some of my grandma's REALLYREALLYOLD perfume !
nd besides, i was tryna keep my cover, goosh ;)
ROFLMAOOL :D
btw, i'm feeling a little better now. i don't think i'm gonna call kevinlim haha. i don't think he wants to watch 17 again nd hannah montana with me ;) but then again...
lyd: HAHAHAHAHA no i don't think so.
why, you saw some guy nd you were like, "hey that old man looks like lyd !"
[paraphrased ! cuhs i don't remember what i said..]
edwardng: YEAH! i swear to you.
like an old man sat next to me
and i was like
WTF!? he looks like lyd!
lyd: LMAOLMAOLMAO
well my dad's in china nd all my grandparents are in cali
but idk about my uncles :D [once again, paraphrased]
edwardng: lyd, i kid you not. it was UNCANNY.
soooooooooooooo similar. if you were old. a man. and balding.
YOU. it would be you.
LOL
lyd: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
woooooooow :)
edwardng: :]
i was like. scared. LMFAO
lyd: HAHAHAHA "is lyd following me.." :o
edwardng: lyd?
are you a balding old man?!?!? LMFAO
lyd: HAHAHAHAH
HEY >:O
maybe i was in a costume ! :o
edwardng: ew
then im mad at you for not conversing with me and smelling like an old asian man.
lyd: HAHAHAHHAHA it was some of my grandma's REALLYREALLYOLD perfume !
nd besides, i was tryna keep my cover, goosh ;)
ROFLMAOOL :D
btw, i'm feeling a little better now. i don't think i'm gonna call kevinlim haha. i don't think he wants to watch 17 again nd hannah montana with me ;) but then again...
could this day get any worse ?
wow, last day of spring break : HORRIBLE.
slept at like 4 cuhs i couldn't sleep, woke up at like 1:30. called kevinlim to see if we could go somewhere today. he was busy -_- took a shower, ate, recorded some vids. walked myself to the 99 cent store to buy myself some paper plates for asb. got back, signed on. called dab, she can't freaking go to the mall with me tomorrow -_- ariel nd jen can't go either. kanow didn't pick up, currently in the process of asking jess. i think i pissed harrison off. whatever, i don't care right now -_- well i got one newspaper article done. tryna work on the other one. haven't worked on any asb stuff since i went to jen's house. i'm hopeless. today's the most boring day in the world, nd everything's just going wrong for me. i'm in the worst mood i've been in a while, i think. idk, maybe not. i wish going to the movies alone wasn't so weird. sometimes i really need to just be alone. eh, i'll call kevin again later, maybe he won't be busy -_-
ugh now i have to go to my grandparents' house. oh joy..
oh yeah, i doubt i'm gonna be a part of prom askings anymore :[ i was pretty excited to bake that cake. eh, i guess i'm makin' one for jack's birthday then.
peace out.
lyd <3
slept at like 4 cuhs i couldn't sleep, woke up at like 1:30. called kevinlim to see if we could go somewhere today. he was busy -_- took a shower, ate, recorded some vids. walked myself to the 99 cent store to buy myself some paper plates for asb. got back, signed on. called dab, she can't freaking go to the mall with me tomorrow -_- ariel nd jen can't go either. kanow didn't pick up, currently in the process of asking jess. i think i pissed harrison off. whatever, i don't care right now -_- well i got one newspaper article done. tryna work on the other one. haven't worked on any asb stuff since i went to jen's house. i'm hopeless. today's the most boring day in the world, nd everything's just going wrong for me. i'm in the worst mood i've been in a while, i think. idk, maybe not. i wish going to the movies alone wasn't so weird. sometimes i really need to just be alone. eh, i'll call kevin again later, maybe he won't be busy -_-
ugh now i have to go to my grandparents' house. oh joy..
oh yeah, i doubt i'm gonna be a part of prom askings anymore :[ i was pretty excited to bake that cake. eh, i guess i'm makin' one for jack's birthday then.
peace out.
lyd <3
Thursday, April 16, 2009
omgg
tomorrow's the last day of spring break !
ayeee, ohgoosh, i wanna go outt ! mondaytuesdayfunfun but wednesdaythursdayboooring :[
KEVINLIM DO YOU HAVE PLANS FOR FRIDAAAY ?! cuhs i wanna gooooo :) ima call you when i wake up tomorrow :) i thought tomorrow was gonna be a fun day cuhs of newspaper meet but truong can't come ! aaahhh :[ well i'm hoping we're all available on sunday. cuhs saturday's movie day for me & twiin ! :) i wish mar could comeeeee D: eh, i wonder what's happening tomorrow...
guess what time it is ! time for lyd to tell you about her day :) one way to describe my april sixteenth of 2009 ? BORING. :[ well, let's begin at 12:00, shall we ? naah, ima start at like 11:55 yesterdee. so i called dabbie. then we 3-wayed patriick. then WE FAILED EPICALLY. <-- is that a word ? hahaha. cuhs patrick freaking called before 12 ! omg. don't know what i'm talking about ? well you're about to find out ;) i was like, patrick what are you doingg ?! it's not 12 yet ! nd he was like OOPS nd he hung up, called me back. dab nd pat were on different lines ! what was i to do..then pat called him again [who ? ;)] nd i was like HANGUPHANGUP DAB'S NOT HERE so i hung up on both of them, called dab, 3wayed pat agaain, but it was already like 12:02 :o WE FAIL >:o but whatevers, we finally "succeeded" [not really] in calling the one & only [probably not] fabuloso CHRIS PARK ! :o cuhs today's his birthday :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIIIS :D hahaha idk if he even knew it was us.. but whatevers ! cuhs it was a message cuhs he didn't pick up cuhs apparently he doesn't stay up on his birthday D: ANYWHO. yeah, that was like, 15 minutes of my day ? the very beginning of it. hm, so i slept at like 3 -_- woke up at like 10:30 due to a call from a blocked ID. picked up, nobody said anything, hung up. they called back, didn't say anything for a while, then i THINK this is how it went, i'm not too sure what he said :
blocked id: dabbie ?
lyd: no, is this chris ? it's lydia.
blocked id: oh sorry, i think i got the wrong number
lyd: oh, okay
*hang up*
HAHAHAH i think someone was prank calling me. haha but who knows. so i went back to sleep, woke up at like 1:30 :o then i ate lunch. cup noodle & chicken ?! hahaha so theeen i watched a little tv, went on the internet, got no homework done today..i should really work on my newspaper articles..& my asb stuff..&my art research..hm. HAHAH oh yeah, i made a bajillion vids today, cuhs i kept failing at brown eyed blues D: but i think i got one that i'm gonna usee. made a vid for vini :D hahahaha, it's quite embarassing ! lmaoo. soo, i really was not productive today, at all. oh yeah, i finally got my new contacts today ! hopefully they're good & i won't lose them / break them / drop them down the drain / etc. -_- hahah then my mom nd i roamed the 99 cent store lmao. i think it was quite unneccessary, but too bad, at least i went out today :) hahahha hopefully i'll go out tomorrow D: actually, i'm going to the 99 cent store when i wake up :D then grandparents' house at night. if kevinlim nd them are going out, maybe i'll go with them, if possible :] yeeeeee i feel so..unplanned. i'm scared. i don't like that feeling D: wells
peace outt !
- lyd <3
oh yeeeeah btw while i was at ts emporium getting my contacts, some guy walked in asking for his contacts too. omg, i thought he was cute ! ;) kept tryna look at him without bein' noticed..LMAO but i think he's kinda old for mee haha. besides, when i saw him later, i wasn't really paying attention but i think he had on some funkay pants. LMAO yes, i'm trying to maintain my non-crushing status ! ohbaby ;) <3
ayeee, ohgoosh, i wanna go outt ! mondaytuesdayfunfun but wednesdaythursdayboooring :[
KEVINLIM DO YOU HAVE PLANS FOR FRIDAAAY ?! cuhs i wanna gooooo :) ima call you when i wake up tomorrow :) i thought tomorrow was gonna be a fun day cuhs of newspaper meet but truong can't come ! aaahhh :[ well i'm hoping we're all available on sunday. cuhs saturday's movie day for me & twiin ! :) i wish mar could comeeeee D: eh, i wonder what's happening tomorrow...
guess what time it is ! time for lyd to tell you about her day :) one way to describe my april sixteenth of 2009 ? BORING. :[ well, let's begin at 12:00, shall we ? naah, ima start at like 11:55 yesterdee. so i called dabbie. then we 3-wayed patriick. then WE FAILED EPICALLY. <-- is that a word ? hahaha. cuhs patrick freaking called before 12 ! omg. don't know what i'm talking about ? well you're about to find out ;) i was like, patrick what are you doingg ?! it's not 12 yet ! nd he was like OOPS nd he hung up, called me back. dab nd pat were on different lines ! what was i to do..then pat called him again [who ? ;)] nd i was like HANGUPHANGUP DAB'S NOT HERE so i hung up on both of them, called dab, 3wayed pat agaain, but it was already like 12:02 :o WE FAIL >:o but whatevers, we finally "succeeded" [not really] in calling the one & only [probably not] fabuloso CHRIS PARK ! :o cuhs today's his birthday :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIIIS :D hahaha idk if he even knew it was us.. but whatevers ! cuhs it was a message cuhs he didn't pick up cuhs apparently he doesn't stay up on his birthday D: ANYWHO. yeah, that was like, 15 minutes of my day ? the very beginning of it. hm, so i slept at like 3 -_- woke up at like 10:30 due to a call from a blocked ID. picked up, nobody said anything, hung up. they called back, didn't say anything for a while, then i THINK this is how it went, i'm not too sure what he said :
blocked id: dabbie ?
lyd: no, is this chris ? it's lydia.
blocked id: oh sorry, i think i got the wrong number
lyd: oh, okay
*hang up*
HAHAHAH i think someone was prank calling me. haha but who knows. so i went back to sleep, woke up at like 1:30 :o then i ate lunch. cup noodle & chicken ?! hahaha so theeen i watched a little tv, went on the internet, got no homework done today..i should really work on my newspaper articles..& my asb stuff..&my art research..hm. HAHAH oh yeah, i made a bajillion vids today, cuhs i kept failing at brown eyed blues D: but i think i got one that i'm gonna usee. made a vid for vini :D hahahaha, it's quite embarassing ! lmaoo. soo, i really was not productive today, at all. oh yeah, i finally got my new contacts today ! hopefully they're good & i won't lose them / break them / drop them down the drain / etc. -_- hahah then my mom nd i roamed the 99 cent store lmao. i think it was quite unneccessary, but too bad, at least i went out today :) hahahha hopefully i'll go out tomorrow D: actually, i'm going to the 99 cent store when i wake up :D then grandparents' house at night. if kevinlim nd them are going out, maybe i'll go with them, if possible :] yeeeeee i feel so..unplanned. i'm scared. i don't like that feeling D: wells
peace outt !
- lyd <3
oh yeeeeah btw while i was at ts emporium getting my contacts, some guy walked in asking for his contacts too. omg, i thought he was cute ! ;) kept tryna look at him without bein' noticed..LMAO but i think he's kinda old for mee haha. besides, when i saw him later, i wasn't really paying attention but i think he had on some funkay pants. LMAO yes, i'm trying to maintain my non-crushing status ! ohbaby ;) <3
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
honestly
it's pretty hard bein' happy when you don't know what your best friend's thinkin' 'bout you
so today was an okay day. i feel like every day is a day for a different school subject. monday, i started and completed my algebra 2 packet. tuesday, i did my bio homework. today, i finished my cst review for history to page 80 [that's where we're supposed to be, haha]. so i woke up at 11:25 due to my brother opening my door asking what lunch was today. hahaha don't worry guys, he's not that rude. i put a post-it on the kitchen counter saying "wake me up if you don't know what to eat" HAHA i've been using like a post-it a day. well i apparently he woke up late cuhs he was supposed to get to the library at like 12 so he was in kind of a rush. but whatevers, i couldn't go back to sleep. he made his lunch, ate it, and left, nd i made my lunch. mm the tv wasn't working -_- so i ate my lunch in silence. then i called kevinlim, to ask if they were gonna go play pool today. cuhs yesterday he said they were. called him three times, he didn't pick up. he usually picks up his phone unless he's like busy or he doesn't get my call or something or other. so i called jack, who was at home. why ? cuhs they weren't playing pool today. hahahahah. so uh, i did my cst review for a bajillion hours, partially cuhs of all the distractions nd stuff. phone call, rubik's cube, my own daydreaming, etc. i finally finish at like, 3. i sign on, synch my ipod, TRY to start on my romeo and juliet newspaper articles, fail at that. mom comes home at like 5:30, i eat some of that el pollo loco she brought home. from 6:00 - 6:30, i wait for jen to say i can go over. finally she says she's home so i can go over now ! yippeeeeee :D hahaa. so i grab my stuff nd we're off to jen's house ! my brother was driving btw haha. so while i'm at jen's house we eat some chocolate marshmallow sandwiches & some of those watermelon sour patches or whatever, i practically finished off the bag ! not good not good. haha so we work on my asb stuff, got through a couple of plates nd like, 6 posters ? left at like 10:45-ish. deng, i was there for a pretty long time. kevinliu totally ignored me the entire time. either that or he didn't hear me..which i highly doubt, considering how he usually ignores me anyways. at least when i'm at his house -_- oh yeeah ! hahaha my phone was running out of batteries, nd when it does, it gives off this weird noise. jen nd i both heard it but we thought it was coming from somewhere else. we thought it was a burglar ! how scary. then we finally figured out it was my phone..phew ! :) okaaaay
peace outt !
- lyd <3
so today was an okay day. i feel like every day is a day for a different school subject. monday, i started and completed my algebra 2 packet. tuesday, i did my bio homework. today, i finished my cst review for history to page 80 [that's where we're supposed to be, haha]. so i woke up at 11:25 due to my brother opening my door asking what lunch was today. hahaha don't worry guys, he's not that rude. i put a post-it on the kitchen counter saying "wake me up if you don't know what to eat" HAHA i've been using like a post-it a day. well i apparently he woke up late cuhs he was supposed to get to the library at like 12 so he was in kind of a rush. but whatevers, i couldn't go back to sleep. he made his lunch, ate it, and left, nd i made my lunch. mm the tv wasn't working -_- so i ate my lunch in silence. then i called kevinlim, to ask if they were gonna go play pool today. cuhs yesterday he said they were. called him three times, he didn't pick up. he usually picks up his phone unless he's like busy or he doesn't get my call or something or other. so i called jack, who was at home. why ? cuhs they weren't playing pool today. hahahahah. so uh, i did my cst review for a bajillion hours, partially cuhs of all the distractions nd stuff. phone call, rubik's cube, my own daydreaming, etc. i finally finish at like, 3. i sign on, synch my ipod, TRY to start on my romeo and juliet newspaper articles, fail at that. mom comes home at like 5:30, i eat some of that el pollo loco she brought home. from 6:00 - 6:30, i wait for jen to say i can go over. finally she says she's home so i can go over now ! yippeeeeee :D hahaa. so i grab my stuff nd we're off to jen's house ! my brother was driving btw haha. so while i'm at jen's house we eat some chocolate marshmallow sandwiches & some of those watermelon sour patches or whatever, i practically finished off the bag ! not good not good. haha so we work on my asb stuff, got through a couple of plates nd like, 6 posters ? left at like 10:45-ish. deng, i was there for a pretty long time. kevinliu totally ignored me the entire time. either that or he didn't hear me..which i highly doubt, considering how he usually ignores me anyways. at least when i'm at his house -_- oh yeeah ! hahaha my phone was running out of batteries, nd when it does, it gives off this weird noise. jen nd i both heard it but we thought it was coming from somewhere else. we thought it was a burglar ! how scary. then we finally figured out it was my phone..phew ! :) okaaaay
peace outt !
- lyd <3
second day of spring break
am i gonna see kevin lim every day this week ? haha justkidding :) i think just yesterday and today, unless something new comes up.
here is my conversation with kevin before joan was on the car, then i told joan after :
kevin: so what'd you do today
lyd: uhm i woke up at 12:30, ate, called you, took a shower, nd then i was singing
kevin: by yourself ?
lyd: yeeah
kevin: wow, that's depressing
i don't understand how singing by myself is depressing. lmaoo, after i told joan my story she said she does it too. then kevin was like, "at least i sing to jack. lydia just sings by herself. that's depressing." :[
hahahah ! okay so that was all just like five minutes of my day.
so yeah, i woke up at 12:30, i ate while i watched tv, nd when i was done eating, at like 2 hahaha deng i eat slow, i called kevin to ask if he was gonna take me to southlands todaay. he asked if i wanted to nd i was like yeah sure so he said he'd come get me at like 2:45. i took a shower, then it was too hot to blow dry my hair. kevin called, saying he was gonna take a shower cuhs he smelled bad. hahahah he always does that ! so he said he'd come at like 3:05. i was in the mood to sing, so i got my brother's camera nd i recorded like 3 videos. kevin called, saying he was almost at my house, so i put stuff away, grabbed my shoes nd went outside. then we went to pick up joan, nd we were on our way to southlands. we got there, i knocked on mrs. holbrook's door, nd she said she was really busy today, so once again i'll have to go back another time :) so we sat on the grass watching ryan play soccer. okay not really, well we were for a while. but then we were just talking. it was freeeeeeezing cold so we decided to go to kevin's car and wait instead. at like 4:30 soccer practice was oveer, so ryan & shelly came to the car. kevin dropped me off cuhs i didn't think i could go to david's house. i was going to, but since ryan's practice ended so late, i had to go home. :[ well whatevers. another time i guess. i made cookies. did my bio homework. ate dinner. went to target->michaels->target->walmart for asb stuff/my brother's shoes. came home. got on the computeer. i was supposed to do my cst review & newspaper articles today. but i got lazy -_- nd besides, we were waiting for ryan for so long. hahahaha, i've decided to just blame everything on soccer practice today :)
peace outt !
-lyd<3
here is my conversation with kevin before joan was on the car, then i told joan after :
kevin: so what'd you do today
lyd: uhm i woke up at 12:30, ate, called you, took a shower, nd then i was singing
kevin: by yourself ?
lyd: yeeah
kevin: wow, that's depressing
i don't understand how singing by myself is depressing. lmaoo, after i told joan my story she said she does it too. then kevin was like, "at least i sing to jack. lydia just sings by herself. that's depressing." :[
hahahah ! okay so that was all just like five minutes of my day.
so yeah, i woke up at 12:30, i ate while i watched tv, nd when i was done eating, at like 2 hahaha deng i eat slow, i called kevin to ask if he was gonna take me to southlands todaay. he asked if i wanted to nd i was like yeah sure so he said he'd come get me at like 2:45. i took a shower, then it was too hot to blow dry my hair. kevin called, saying he was gonna take a shower cuhs he smelled bad. hahahah he always does that ! so he said he'd come at like 3:05. i was in the mood to sing, so i got my brother's camera nd i recorded like 3 videos. kevin called, saying he was almost at my house, so i put stuff away, grabbed my shoes nd went outside. then we went to pick up joan, nd we were on our way to southlands. we got there, i knocked on mrs. holbrook's door, nd she said she was really busy today, so once again i'll have to go back another time :) so we sat on the grass watching ryan play soccer. okay not really, well we were for a while. but then we were just talking. it was freeeeeeezing cold so we decided to go to kevin's car and wait instead. at like 4:30 soccer practice was oveer, so ryan & shelly came to the car. kevin dropped me off cuhs i didn't think i could go to david's house. i was going to, but since ryan's practice ended so late, i had to go home. :[ well whatevers. another time i guess. i made cookies. did my bio homework. ate dinner. went to target->michaels->target->walmart for asb stuff/my brother's shoes. came home. got on the computeer. i was supposed to do my cst review & newspaper articles today. but i got lazy -_- nd besides, we were waiting for ryan for so long. hahahaha, i've decided to just blame everything on soccer practice today :)
peace outt !
-lyd<3
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
sorry for the massive amount of posts
but i just wanted to express something.
i feel like i've officially lost my mind.
i feel like i've officially lost my mind.
Monday, April 13, 2009
hey
i was gonna im you, but you're away, as usual.
i wanna start out by saying, i'm sorry. i'm sorry for a lot of things, aren't i ? kevin used to say that to me a lot. okay just ignore that last sentence.
i've been going through many changes. not only in my life, but in my head as well. you're right, i'm more caring in person than i am on aim. i mean, i never realized that until i read it just right now, but once i thought about it, i realize that it's true.
choosing money or a movie over memories. that didn't cross my mind at all. but thing is, i wanted to hang out with just you nd dab for once. after all these past months with the seniors, or with kanow & jess, or just whoever ; all this time with my extremely busy schedule. i know i'm being really insensitive, nd i'm sorry about that. but i keep using my money, buying things i don't need, nd i'm slowly becoming broke. i'm just tryna have some self-control with it. i don't wanna watch more than one movie this week, nd i really wanna watch 17 again. i really wanted to watch it with you, but i guess our schedules just aren't mixin' well, along with the date the movie comes out.
i did wanna hang out with you, bein' a "third wheel" isn't what i was thinking, i just wanna leave you two to yourselves. but that's just a minor thing. i'm not really down for the mall twice in a week, let alone just bein' with a couple. nd on top of everything, i've got lots of work to do, nd lots of places to go.
i'm really sorry, i am. i guess i'm not exactly justifying myself. you can be mad at me, you can hate me, i'd understand. i'm just goin' through this period of time that i'm not quite understanding fully myself.
nd about the aim convo, the lack of smileys or short replies, has it been like that a lot recently ? i'm sorry if it has. but today, it's cuhs i wanted to go to the movies with you, but you couldn't, so i wasn't exactly in what i'd call a good mood. maybe you don't believe me when i say that's my reason, and if you don't, well i don't know what i can do. nd if i sound apathetic, once again, i'm sorry. i just don't really know exactly what to say.
i just wish i could forget about everything right now. this is just one more thing that makes me miss eighth grade, last year, whatever.
-lyd<3
i wanna start out by saying, i'm sorry. i'm sorry for a lot of things, aren't i ? kevin used to say that to me a lot. okay just ignore that last sentence.
i've been going through many changes. not only in my life, but in my head as well. you're right, i'm more caring in person than i am on aim. i mean, i never realized that until i read it just right now, but once i thought about it, i realize that it's true.
choosing money or a movie over memories. that didn't cross my mind at all. but thing is, i wanted to hang out with just you nd dab for once. after all these past months with the seniors, or with kanow & jess, or just whoever ; all this time with my extremely busy schedule. i know i'm being really insensitive, nd i'm sorry about that. but i keep using my money, buying things i don't need, nd i'm slowly becoming broke. i'm just tryna have some self-control with it. i don't wanna watch more than one movie this week, nd i really wanna watch 17 again. i really wanted to watch it with you, but i guess our schedules just aren't mixin' well, along with the date the movie comes out.
i did wanna hang out with you, bein' a "third wheel" isn't what i was thinking, i just wanna leave you two to yourselves. but that's just a minor thing. i'm not really down for the mall twice in a week, let alone just bein' with a couple. nd on top of everything, i've got lots of work to do, nd lots of places to go.
i'm really sorry, i am. i guess i'm not exactly justifying myself. you can be mad at me, you can hate me, i'd understand. i'm just goin' through this period of time that i'm not quite understanding fully myself.
nd about the aim convo, the lack of smileys or short replies, has it been like that a lot recently ? i'm sorry if it has. but today, it's cuhs i wanted to go to the movies with you, but you couldn't, so i wasn't exactly in what i'd call a good mood. maybe you don't believe me when i say that's my reason, and if you don't, well i don't know what i can do. nd if i sound apathetic, once again, i'm sorry. i just don't really know exactly what to say.
i just wish i could forget about everything right now. this is just one more thing that makes me miss eighth grade, last year, whatever.
-lyd<3
first official
day of spring break ! whoo :)
so this morning i woke up at 10 nd i called kevinlim to ask if he could pick me up to go play basketball at pathfinder at 12. i thought it'd be just me, him, nd hon. so i ate lunch at like 10:30, hahaha. i'm currently working on losing weight, as you'd know if you've been reading my blogs, but everything's failed, hahah. so now i'm just working on chewing slowly. lmao, got it from jess's dad. so that's why i started eating at 10:30. mm 12:00 came, no call. started doin' my algebra 2 packet. 12:30, i get a call..from jack ?! hahaha well he says they're outside my house so i go. then kevin says we're gonna go pick up david. i'm like whoa, how many people are going ?! so we go to david's house, nd he takes the longest time in the world, as usual :) we go to pathfinder, where hon's sitting there all alone, writing..poetry ? haha, or at least that's what he told me.. so a couple of minutes later chris nd theo show up. played a game that i wasn't very into, haha. after a bunch of crazy shots from the boys, nd a bunch of fail shots from me & kevin. hahah, jack's a beast ! omg. nd so is theo ! it's cuhraazy. so after the game hon nd kevin went to go pee. they stayed by the playgrounds, where kevin was alone nd hon was bein' a pimp ;) oh yeah btw, pearla nd priscilla [i probably spelled those wrong] had come to pathfinder too, but they didn't play with us. so hon was talking to them. david nd i went over by kevin, nd later jack came. after a while, we left, dropped david off, nd went to little bean for some boba and shaved ice. so it was me, kevin, jack, nd hon. after we were all done, kevin dropped me off, nd idk what happened after :) i started doing my homework again, nd i've been on youtube all day. hellogoodbye. gots to do some more homework after more vids on youtubeee. & some spidey soleytare ;)
peace outt !
- lyd <3
so this morning i woke up at 10 nd i called kevinlim to ask if he could pick me up to go play basketball at pathfinder at 12. i thought it'd be just me, him, nd hon. so i ate lunch at like 10:30, hahaha. i'm currently working on losing weight, as you'd know if you've been reading my blogs, but everything's failed, hahah. so now i'm just working on chewing slowly. lmao, got it from jess's dad. so that's why i started eating at 10:30. mm 12:00 came, no call. started doin' my algebra 2 packet. 12:30, i get a call..from jack ?! hahaha well he says they're outside my house so i go. then kevin says we're gonna go pick up david. i'm like whoa, how many people are going ?! so we go to david's house, nd he takes the longest time in the world, as usual :) we go to pathfinder, where hon's sitting there all alone, writing..poetry ? haha, or at least that's what he told me.. so a couple of minutes later chris nd theo show up. played a game that i wasn't very into, haha. after a bunch of crazy shots from the boys, nd a bunch of fail shots from me & kevin. hahah, jack's a beast ! omg. nd so is theo ! it's cuhraazy. so after the game hon nd kevin went to go pee. they stayed by the playgrounds, where kevin was alone nd hon was bein' a pimp ;) oh yeah btw, pearla nd priscilla [i probably spelled those wrong] had come to pathfinder too, but they didn't play with us. so hon was talking to them. david nd i went over by kevin, nd later jack came. after a while, we left, dropped david off, nd went to little bean for some boba and shaved ice. so it was me, kevin, jack, nd hon. after we were all done, kevin dropped me off, nd idk what happened after :) i started doing my homework again, nd i've been on youtube all day. hellogoodbye. gots to do some more homework after more vids on youtubeee. & some spidey soleytare ;)
peace outt !
- lyd <3
Sunday, April 12, 2009
happy easter !
yep, happy easter, guys :)
easter. easter, easter, easter. what is easter, may i ask ? is there something behind the easter egg hunts and the easter bunny ? or are those just things made up by random companies who wanna make money, ruining the real meaning of easter ? i'd go with the latter. so lemme tell you what easter's about in the christian world. there is absolutely no point whatsoever in easter eggs nd chocolate bunnies besides money for companies who make them and fun for those using them. it's just fun, that's all it is. but you can have fun any day. easter's the day to think about what God's done for you. i mean, you should do that EVERY day, but on easter day, just like christmas nd thanksgiving, mother's day, father's day, and the like, those are the days you should REALLY think about things more than you normally would on a daily basis.
so, lemme start with good friday. that's the day Christ sacrificed himself on the cross at Golgotha. He died alongside two robbers, one on his left, one on his right. obviously, he did not deserve this same punishment [death on a cross] as the two beside him, as he had done nothing wrong. however, to fulfill the prophecies & the Scripture, he went along with it, without a word of complaint. he was badly mistreated and talked about behind his back. after hours of hanging on the cross, he gave out a loud cry and said, "Father, into your hands I commit my Spirit," and breathed his last.
on the third day, mary magdelene and company went to look at the tomb. when they got there, they found that Jesus was no longer there. an angel told them that He had risen from the dead. He later appeared to mary magdelene, then to His disciples. this day is the day presently known to us as easter sunday. to us christians, there is so much more meaning to it than eggs nd bunnies nd chocolate nd such. without this day, we would have nothing to believe in, nothing to live for ; our faith would be false. "But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us." - Romans 5:8
thanks for reading, if you did :)
it's like 12:53 on monday by now, but whatevers. happy late easter ! :D
peace outt !
- lyd <3
easter. easter, easter, easter. what is easter, may i ask ? is there something behind the easter egg hunts and the easter bunny ? or are those just things made up by random companies who wanna make money, ruining the real meaning of easter ? i'd go with the latter. so lemme tell you what easter's about in the christian world. there is absolutely no point whatsoever in easter eggs nd chocolate bunnies besides money for companies who make them and fun for those using them. it's just fun, that's all it is. but you can have fun any day. easter's the day to think about what God's done for you. i mean, you should do that EVERY day, but on easter day, just like christmas nd thanksgiving, mother's day, father's day, and the like, those are the days you should REALLY think about things more than you normally would on a daily basis.
so, lemme start with good friday. that's the day Christ sacrificed himself on the cross at Golgotha. He died alongside two robbers, one on his left, one on his right. obviously, he did not deserve this same punishment [death on a cross] as the two beside him, as he had done nothing wrong. however, to fulfill the prophecies & the Scripture, he went along with it, without a word of complaint. he was badly mistreated and talked about behind his back. after hours of hanging on the cross, he gave out a loud cry and said, "Father, into your hands I commit my Spirit," and breathed his last.
on the third day, mary magdelene and company went to look at the tomb. when they got there, they found that Jesus was no longer there. an angel told them that He had risen from the dead. He later appeared to mary magdelene, then to His disciples. this day is the day presently known to us as easter sunday. to us christians, there is so much more meaning to it than eggs nd bunnies nd chocolate nd such. without this day, we would have nothing to believe in, nothing to live for ; our faith would be false. "But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us." - Romans 5:8
thanks for reading, if you did :)
it's like 12:53 on monday by now, but whatevers. happy late easter ! :D
peace outt !
- lyd <3
i make
surprising discoveries each and every day.
sometimes it's not such a good thing.
i should have gone to bed two hours ago.
goodnight, world.
- lyd <3
sometimes it's not such a good thing.
i should have gone to bed two hours ago.
goodnight, world.
- lyd <3
Saturday, April 11, 2009
first thing
i just wanna saay
happy birthday to abraham park, you're amazing in very many ways, i'm surprised i'm still saying this even after you've been so mean to me at times ;) good luck with your music cuhs you've got potential :D
happy birthday to adam furukawa, you're a funny little monkey, have fun with your last year before you become a pedo ;)
happy birthday to joey schofield & jennifer matsuki, don't know you guys very well, but happy birthday ! hahaha ;)
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yeee banquet later ! & easter tomorrow :)
peace outt !
- lyd <3
happy birthday to abraham park, you're amazing in very many ways, i'm surprised i'm still saying this even after you've been so mean to me at times ;) good luck with your music cuhs you've got potential :D
happy birthday to adam furukawa, you're a funny little monkey, have fun with your last year before you become a pedo ;)
happy birthday to joey schofield & jennifer matsuki, don't know you guys very well, but happy birthday ! hahaha ;)
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yeee banquet later ! & easter tomorrow :)
peace outt !
- lyd <3
Friday, April 10, 2009
hello again
040909
Dear Diary,
it's 1:11 am and i still have things to do, but i saw you & i wanted to write. i seem to have lost a dollar. it was in my wallet, but it's not there anymore. maybe i just forgot what i did with it...i went out to buy beads today. well technically it was yesterday. i'm gonna make a bracelet for hon. & i went to souplantation with jess & her family. kevin lim didn't come...also, our idea for art was stolen, i'd say, but i'm still proud of my uke & i'm still gonna continue with it. so anyways, you seem to make me wanna share about my boy problems. there's just something about you...is it your disarming smile & your comforting outspread arms ? haha justkidding, you're a book ! so anyways, i just wanna share about a particular someone. idk if people would know who i'm talking about, but whatevers, hopefully they don't ;) so there's this guy. i liked him for...i don't even know. a couple of months ? maybe two. i thought things were fine. we were talking like we had known each other for quite a while at times, and it seemed as if he enjoyed talking to me. at times i even thought, maybe he likes me too. so i guess that's my, like, jasper-itis kicking in again. OVERTHINKING TO THE MAX. the littlest thing he says, i assume, maybe he's hinting at me that he likes me? well i guess not. i wish i never liked him in the first place. he's the reason i'm as close to kevinlim as i am. but i also feel like he's the reason i've been drifting from the group. i don't even know...life's so confusing when it comes to boys. haha, they're probably thinking the same about us girls. but idk, i just feel so awkward around him now, i hate it. i wish he never knew. oh how different things would be...then there's this other girl i think he likes..it's just all so complicated & i wish i just didn't care at all. but i do. & it sucks. fml much ? hey diary, thanks for listening :) <3
- lyd <3
Dear Diary,
it's 1:11 am and i still have things to do, but i saw you & i wanted to write. i seem to have lost a dollar. it was in my wallet, but it's not there anymore. maybe i just forgot what i did with it...i went out to buy beads today. well technically it was yesterday. i'm gonna make a bracelet for hon. & i went to souplantation with jess & her family. kevin lim didn't come...also, our idea for art was stolen, i'd say, but i'm still proud of my uke & i'm still gonna continue with it. so anyways, you seem to make me wanna share about my boy problems. there's just something about you...is it your disarming smile & your comforting outspread arms ? haha justkidding, you're a book ! so anyways, i just wanna share about a particular someone. idk if people would know who i'm talking about, but whatevers, hopefully they don't ;) so there's this guy. i liked him for...i don't even know. a couple of months ? maybe two. i thought things were fine. we were talking like we had known each other for quite a while at times, and it seemed as if he enjoyed talking to me. at times i even thought, maybe he likes me too. so i guess that's my, like, jasper-itis kicking in again. OVERTHINKING TO THE MAX. the littlest thing he says, i assume, maybe he's hinting at me that he likes me? well i guess not. i wish i never liked him in the first place. he's the reason i'm as close to kevinlim as i am. but i also feel like he's the reason i've been drifting from the group. i don't even know...life's so confusing when it comes to boys. haha, they're probably thinking the same about us girls. but idk, i just feel so awkward around him now, i hate it. i wish he never knew. oh how different things would be...then there's this other girl i think he likes..it's just all so complicated & i wish i just didn't care at all. but i do. & it sucks. fml much ? hey diary, thanks for listening :) <3
- lyd <3
"there's something i gotta say to you
but i'm so afraid of what you'll do
i'll just admit this to you now
that i'm stuck on you like glue somehow" - ajrafael
haha okay now really. there's something i gotta say to you :
i'm sorry.
i'm a complete and total hypocrite, aren't i ? i really don't know if you read my blogs or not, but i hope you do. there's no need for you to respond to this, i just want you to know. nd hopefully you know who you are. today you were standing there, practically right next to me. nd i didn't say hi, hello, hey, or whatever i could've said. i didn't even look at you, nd that's exactly the one thing i hate about how you treat me. i'm sorry, i really am. i realized it after i left, nd i was pretty mad at myself. i guess today i realized how much of a hypocrite i really am : very much. i hope that's gonna change.
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mkay so, these past couple of days, i've been feeling pretty good :) it's an amazing feeling ! i feel so carefree and crazy, just like how i used to. am i finally getting back ? i hope so. thank you, God, once again. :) raaawr, i've been having so much fun lately ! it's wonderful.
040809
didn't blog about my day cuhs i was blogging about mariel. hahaha ;) so anyways, hangout at my house with LJN2. i love when we have group projects, it's just the four of us nd we talk about so much stuff. but they always make me sing. kanow really treats me like an ipod. hahahaha, an ipod who can play with her hair. so then i went to souplantation with jess nd her family. haha i love her parents :) they're so funny ! nd uh, i think that's pretty much all i remember about that day. haha
040909
wowowow, jampacked daay ! ofcourse, as usual, i woke up nd went to school. basketball practice 2 to 3 ish. weight room til 4:30. ts emporium to apply for new contacts or whatever. omg i saw ms. hu, it was scary. i successfully avoided her :) then i went home to change nd i left for souplantation, again. i was there for like two nd a half hours 6-8:30. cuhraazy. i was with the truongs, vickie, nd christinetsang at first. then wizzang, kevinlim, joan, nd eric came nd i went to sit with them. then kanow nd them came. then panda came ! yaay :) he said rowland sucks cuhs he had to buy a drink -_- but whatevers, i gave him two bucks. had to get phillip to give it to him cuhs he wouldn't accept it from a girl -_- haha thanks phillip ! mm, met simba nd awesome kawewome the possom ? hahaha idk how to spell it ! then i went to hang with kanow, jess, teng, ed, danny, bill, nd jaspeer for a while. then i finally left. got home, got in a fight with my mom :[ then baked a cake for abe. made a bracelet for kevinlim while i was waiting for the cake. ohyeah, i made a bracelet for hon the night before. sooo, after the cake, i did my hw, didn't finish bio cuhs i fell asleep from 12-4 am. I FAIL :D hahaha so yeah. then today happened.
nothing much to blog about today ahahah
i have a second diary entry though. i'll post a new entry for that ;)
- lyd <3
p.s. i have a friend out there who's goin' through some hardships. but you know what ? hard ships don't sink very easily ; they're always gonna be there. but you gotta know how to get past them to the next island. you're never gonna get to the one that's shaped like a perfect circle cuhs there's no way you're life's ever gonna be perfect. but i know that one day you're gonna get to that one that's shaped like a banana with two circles on the concave [?] side. no, not becuhs it's "hao chang o" -_- it's cuhs it's a happy face ! of course you can't spend every moment of your life bein' happy, but you can try to keep that smile up cuhs you never know, your smile might mean the world to someone out there, at least one day. nd one day you're gonna be satisfied enough with your life to put that smile on your face. be strong, nd you'll get through it. it's something everyone goes through, do you see everyone else giving up ? i don't. stay strong :)
i'll just admit this to you now
that i'm stuck on you like glue somehow" - ajrafael
haha okay now really. there's something i gotta say to you :
i'm sorry.
i'm a complete and total hypocrite, aren't i ? i really don't know if you read my blogs or not, but i hope you do. there's no need for you to respond to this, i just want you to know. nd hopefully you know who you are. today you were standing there, practically right next to me. nd i didn't say hi, hello, hey, or whatever i could've said. i didn't even look at you, nd that's exactly the one thing i hate about how you treat me. i'm sorry, i really am. i realized it after i left, nd i was pretty mad at myself. i guess today i realized how much of a hypocrite i really am : very much. i hope that's gonna change.
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mkay so, these past couple of days, i've been feeling pretty good :) it's an amazing feeling ! i feel so carefree and crazy, just like how i used to. am i finally getting back ? i hope so. thank you, God, once again. :) raaawr, i've been having so much fun lately ! it's wonderful.
040809
didn't blog about my day cuhs i was blogging about mariel. hahaha ;) so anyways, hangout at my house with LJN2. i love when we have group projects, it's just the four of us nd we talk about so much stuff. but they always make me sing. kanow really treats me like an ipod. hahahaha, an ipod who can play with her hair. so then i went to souplantation with jess nd her family. haha i love her parents :) they're so funny ! nd uh, i think that's pretty much all i remember about that day. haha
040909
wowowow, jampacked daay ! ofcourse, as usual, i woke up nd went to school. basketball practice 2 to 3 ish. weight room til 4:30. ts emporium to apply for new contacts or whatever. omg i saw ms. hu, it was scary. i successfully avoided her :) then i went home to change nd i left for souplantation, again. i was there for like two nd a half hours 6-8:30. cuhraazy. i was with the truongs, vickie, nd christinetsang at first. then wizzang, kevinlim, joan, nd eric came nd i went to sit with them. then kanow nd them came. then panda came ! yaay :) he said rowland sucks cuhs he had to buy a drink -_- but whatevers, i gave him two bucks. had to get phillip to give it to him cuhs he wouldn't accept it from a girl -_- haha thanks phillip ! mm, met simba nd awesome kawewome the possom ? hahaha idk how to spell it ! then i went to hang with kanow, jess, teng, ed, danny, bill, nd jaspeer for a while. then i finally left. got home, got in a fight with my mom :[ then baked a cake for abe. made a bracelet for kevinlim while i was waiting for the cake. ohyeah, i made a bracelet for hon the night before. sooo, after the cake, i did my hw, didn't finish bio cuhs i fell asleep from 12-4 am. I FAIL :D hahaha so yeah. then today happened.
nothing much to blog about today ahahah
i have a second diary entry though. i'll post a new entry for that ;)
- lyd <3
p.s. i have a friend out there who's goin' through some hardships. but you know what ? hard ships don't sink very easily ; they're always gonna be there. but you gotta know how to get past them to the next island. you're never gonna get to the one that's shaped like a perfect circle cuhs there's no way you're life's ever gonna be perfect. but i know that one day you're gonna get to that one that's shaped like a banana with two circles on the concave [?] side. no, not becuhs it's "hao chang o" -_- it's cuhs it's a happy face ! of course you can't spend every moment of your life bein' happy, but you can try to keep that smile up cuhs you never know, your smile might mean the world to someone out there, at least one day. nd one day you're gonna be satisfied enough with your life to put that smile on your face. be strong, nd you'll get through it. it's something everyone goes through, do you see everyone else giving up ? i don't. stay strong :)
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
this is for you, mar
i'm sorry, i really am. sometimes i feel things for a day, nd i just wanna blog it out. but i don't know if i can say the same about my blog the other day. i love you, i really do. always & forever, babe. i read your letter after my benchmark in second period, nd i cried. i know you'll always be here for me. i never once thought that phillip would replace me or anyone else in your life, cuhs you're just not like that. i guess last year, i was getting that feeling that you were spending less time with your girlfriends. but you've learned your lesson [haha] nd you're not like that anymore. i'm so jealous of you nd the younger chunger [<--HAHAHAH IDK] you guys are so freakin' cute. but you make him go away twice a week so you can spend time with me nd dab, nd i think that just shows you guys are still strong without spending every moment with each other.
so i guess back to us: dab said that what i blogged about was really sad, but honestly dab, it's the truth, it's how i feel, nd you wanna get that out. especially to your best friends. i know blogging about it wasn't the best way, but i really wanted you guys to know, nd i didn't think i could ever say that out loud, or at least not to you. sometimes i really just feel like my life's still falling apart, nd that it's never really ever completely come back together after what happened in september. but now things are different. for the longest time all my problems were boy problems, but not anymore. i finally feel like i don't really like anyone, nd from the way tawnya said it, either i'm not there yet or it's just different for me. she made it sound like it was such a good feeling, but for me, really it's not so great. i'm still confused. maybe it's cuhs i'm not at the point where i know for a fact, 100%, that I. DON'T. LIKE. ANYBODY. haha idk. so now, my life, my problems, it's not about the boys anymore. it's about the friends, the ones that really matter. like the best friend that i've had for three years, which i think is a record for me. is something wrong with me ? mariel, i don't wanna lose you, ever. nd i know you wouldn't leave me, but what if i'm the one at fault ? a lot of times i feel like i can't even trust myself to "always be there" for someone. but i know i can always count on you. you make it sound like it's all your fault, mariel, it's not. don't think you're not a good bestfriend, cuhs you are. you're the best friend i've ever had. who would write a letter to me that says "these gummi bears are stuck onto each other & it'll take some force to pry them apart...just like me & you" after reading a blog that i wrote saying stuff like, idk if you're my bestfriend anymore, if they didn't care about me as much as you did ? most people would just be like, oh..well i guess we're not meant to be bestfriends or something, or maybe at least it'd be a little awkward. but mariel, you're only the most amazing girl in the entire world nd i really don't know what i would do without you. if i never met you in algebra back in the sixth grade, i wouldn't be who i am today. every thing you've done for me, every word you've said to bring me up when i'm down. mar, every person in my life has made in difference, every friend that i've made has made me who i am today. but i don't think any one person has made as big of an impact as you. what girl could ask for a better best friend that vina mariel banzuela bautista ? the one who takes pictures with a birthday present when she's bored, the one who has a lucky shirt with ron weasley on it, the one who eats her pizza with two utencils [?], the one who's always happy, unless she got a bad grade on her math test, the VMBB who's in love with PJC, the one who gets overexcited over the littlest things, the one who's always there for someone when he or she needs her, the one who's never let lyd down ? mar, do you realize, it's been like, what, three years ? nd we've never been in a fight or argument or whatever. if you were my only friend, i'd say, "backstabber ? what is that..never heard of it" cuhs i woulda never had to experience it. you're great mariel, nd i'm truly sorry for anything i've ever done or said to hurt you. vina mariel banzuela bautista, i love you, always & forever <3
-lyd <3
so i guess back to us: dab said that what i blogged about was really sad, but honestly dab, it's the truth, it's how i feel, nd you wanna get that out. especially to your best friends. i know blogging about it wasn't the best way, but i really wanted you guys to know, nd i didn't think i could ever say that out loud, or at least not to you. sometimes i really just feel like my life's still falling apart, nd that it's never really ever completely come back together after what happened in september. but now things are different. for the longest time all my problems were boy problems, but not anymore. i finally feel like i don't really like anyone, nd from the way tawnya said it, either i'm not there yet or it's just different for me. she made it sound like it was such a good feeling, but for me, really it's not so great. i'm still confused. maybe it's cuhs i'm not at the point where i know for a fact, 100%, that I. DON'T. LIKE. ANYBODY. haha idk. so now, my life, my problems, it's not about the boys anymore. it's about the friends, the ones that really matter. like the best friend that i've had for three years, which i think is a record for me. is something wrong with me ? mariel, i don't wanna lose you, ever. nd i know you wouldn't leave me, but what if i'm the one at fault ? a lot of times i feel like i can't even trust myself to "always be there" for someone. but i know i can always count on you. you make it sound like it's all your fault, mariel, it's not. don't think you're not a good bestfriend, cuhs you are. you're the best friend i've ever had. who would write a letter to me that says "these gummi bears are stuck onto each other & it'll take some force to pry them apart...just like me & you" after reading a blog that i wrote saying stuff like, idk if you're my bestfriend anymore, if they didn't care about me as much as you did ? most people would just be like, oh..well i guess we're not meant to be bestfriends or something, or maybe at least it'd be a little awkward. but mariel, you're only the most amazing girl in the entire world nd i really don't know what i would do without you. if i never met you in algebra back in the sixth grade, i wouldn't be who i am today. every thing you've done for me, every word you've said to bring me up when i'm down. mar, every person in my life has made in difference, every friend that i've made has made me who i am today. but i don't think any one person has made as big of an impact as you. what girl could ask for a better best friend that vina mariel banzuela bautista ? the one who takes pictures with a birthday present when she's bored, the one who has a lucky shirt with ron weasley on it, the one who eats her pizza with two utencils [?], the one who's always happy, unless she got a bad grade on her math test, the VMBB who's in love with PJC, the one who gets overexcited over the littlest things, the one who's always there for someone when he or she needs her, the one who's never let lyd down ? mar, do you realize, it's been like, what, three years ? nd we've never been in a fight or argument or whatever. if you were my only friend, i'd say, "backstabber ? what is that..never heard of it" cuhs i woulda never had to experience it. you're great mariel, nd i'm truly sorry for anything i've ever done or said to hurt you. vina mariel banzuela bautista, i love you, always & forever <3
-lyd <3
Monday, April 6, 2009
last night
i didn't have too much time online cuhs my computer was being stupid nd i was being tired. but i did want to blog, however i couldn't. so instead, i decided to write in the diary i never had. hm, maybe i'll start. haha who knows. but here's my entry, nd i know that this is a subject i shouldn't touch on, since he follows my blog. but honestly, right now i don't really care.
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o4.o5.o9
Dear Diary,
i just re-read the letters that i haven't read in months. i don't know why, i just had this feeling that i wanted to take the time to read them over, reminisce maybe. two letters, one poem, two pages in a yearbook, two polaroid pictures. i realize every day that i miss him. mariel's gonna kill me when she sees this, but too bad. while reading the first letter (i read them in chronological order), the first think i noticed/the first thing that really caught my attention was the "1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you...1 way 2 say 3 words, that's what i'll do, i love you" haha that's actually from a song, not the letter. but the one thing that caught my eye was at the end of the letter. those four words: "i love you, lyd." i don't remember the last time i heard it from him genuinely. probably before i left for china. everything good was before i left. i realize that the man i wanna be with needs to have a willingness to wait for me. i go to china as much as every summer, if i can (from now on) because it's for God. He's done so much for me, the least i can do is repay Him. i can do that by going on missions trips to proclaim and share his love & mercy & grace. apparently kevin couldn't understand that, or even if he did, idk, something went wrong. the second letter was the letter that always made me cry. but funny thing, it didn't really this time. the one thing that made me really cry this time was one from after we broke up. the second yearbook entry or whatever. after reading all of these things, i realize that he's written a lot of things that i see now as just plain ol' BS. I know at the time he meant it, but now being where i am, looking back, a lot of the things he said about how he still wanted to be friends, how he'd always be there for me. what happened kevin ? you can't even look me in the eyes. i kinda DO want you to read that poem i wrote. you know, after reading all these things you've written to me in the past, i can't help but think, "love is a strong word." i feel that i did love you, but i also feel that it was too strong of a word for you to use. while reading the letters, i couldn't help but think, "it's all over now. he's with someone else." i still don't understand how you got over me & all over someone else so quickly if you really loved me as much as you claimed you did. just BS. lies, all lies. "bunch of crap", it all was, not just the yearbook entry. if you sense some anger/hatred, well you're getting the right idea. i know we were getting somewhere with trying to be friends. i was really happy when we were talking again, you don't even know. things seemed to be really good..on AIM/myspace. well i lived with it for a while, but i HATE how you can't freakin' look me in the eyes. i tried saying hi to you in person, and you just don't make eye contact. nd i feel that i don't care about talking to you online if you're not man enough to face your past & freaking look at me, at least just to say hi. what, is Danielle the only girl you look at? i don't think so. so why don't you just face your past & stop running away/avoiding it? please. i do want to be your friend. but it's just still so freakin' hard. i miss you kevin, so freakin' much you don't even know. & sometimes i really wish things could/would just go back. [added in right now: but i know they're not going to.]
-lyd <3
p.s. there are so many things we never did.
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well there's my first diary entry, nd it's kind of last night's blog entry, posted today. hahah idk
nd sorry, i was being really moody. still am. peace ouut !
. lyd ! <3
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o4.o5.o9
Dear Diary,
i just re-read the letters that i haven't read in months. i don't know why, i just had this feeling that i wanted to take the time to read them over, reminisce maybe. two letters, one poem, two pages in a yearbook, two polaroid pictures. i realize every day that i miss him. mariel's gonna kill me when she sees this, but too bad. while reading the first letter (i read them in chronological order), the first think i noticed/the first thing that really caught my attention was the "1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you...1 way 2 say 3 words, that's what i'll do, i love you" haha that's actually from a song, not the letter. but the one thing that caught my eye was at the end of the letter. those four words: "i love you, lyd." i don't remember the last time i heard it from him genuinely. probably before i left for china. everything good was before i left. i realize that the man i wanna be with needs to have a willingness to wait for me. i go to china as much as every summer, if i can (from now on) because it's for God. He's done so much for me, the least i can do is repay Him. i can do that by going on missions trips to proclaim and share his love & mercy & grace. apparently kevin couldn't understand that, or even if he did, idk, something went wrong. the second letter was the letter that always made me cry. but funny thing, it didn't really this time. the one thing that made me really cry this time was one from after we broke up. the second yearbook entry or whatever. after reading all of these things, i realize that he's written a lot of things that i see now as just plain ol' BS. I know at the time he meant it, but now being where i am, looking back, a lot of the things he said about how he still wanted to be friends, how he'd always be there for me. what happened kevin ? you can't even look me in the eyes. i kinda DO want you to read that poem i wrote. you know, after reading all these things you've written to me in the past, i can't help but think, "love is a strong word." i feel that i did love you, but i also feel that it was too strong of a word for you to use. while reading the letters, i couldn't help but think, "it's all over now. he's with someone else." i still don't understand how you got over me & all over someone else so quickly if you really loved me as much as you claimed you did. just BS. lies, all lies. "bunch of crap", it all was, not just the yearbook entry. if you sense some anger/hatred, well you're getting the right idea. i know we were getting somewhere with trying to be friends. i was really happy when we were talking again, you don't even know. things seemed to be really good..on AIM/myspace. well i lived with it for a while, but i HATE how you can't freakin' look me in the eyes. i tried saying hi to you in person, and you just don't make eye contact. nd i feel that i don't care about talking to you online if you're not man enough to face your past & freaking look at me, at least just to say hi. what, is Danielle the only girl you look at? i don't think so. so why don't you just face your past & stop running away/avoiding it? please. i do want to be your friend. but it's just still so freakin' hard. i miss you kevin, so freakin' much you don't even know. & sometimes i really wish things could/would just go back. [added in right now: but i know they're not going to.]
-lyd <3
p.s. there are so many things we never did.
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well there's my first diary entry, nd it's kind of last night's blog entry, posted today. hahah idk
nd sorry, i was being really moody. still am. peace ouut !
. lyd ! <3
is it just me
or am i losing my grip ?
i feel like these past couple of months, i've been drifting away from my closest friends. seems like on the outside, things are pretty much the same. but i just feel so distant from them sometimes, on the inside. idk why, i don't really notice a significant change in our lives or anything. i'm just so confused. i don't even know what's going on in my own head. the seniors, nd joan, angela, the whole group. i don't feel like one of them anymore. nd yes, i did used to feel that way. ever since the whole sadies sich, everything's changed over there. nd i'm sorry mariel, but i can't honestly tell who my best friend is anymore. don't worry, the problem isn't you, it's me. it's not that you're not my bestfriend. i just feel like when i think, "bestfriend" i don't know who it is anymore. the only one who really is my best friend, and always will be, is Jesus Christ. nd that's not gonna change. i don't even know what i'm trying to say. i guess i'm the problem. since i moved to rowland, i haven't had a best friend for more than a year, i think. until i met mariel. don't worry, i still love you. nd you've done nothing wrong. it's just all in my head, nd i'm just overthinking every little freaking thing. i have been for a while. idk what's going on, i just wish it would stop. the last time it was super-hard for me to be "long-term happy" was back in august/september when my longest relationship was over. at least this time i'm not depressed, at least this time i'm not crying. but still, it's killing me inside nd i just wish it would all just go away.
i feel like these past couple of months, i've been drifting away from my closest friends. seems like on the outside, things are pretty much the same. but i just feel so distant from them sometimes, on the inside. idk why, i don't really notice a significant change in our lives or anything. i'm just so confused. i don't even know what's going on in my own head. the seniors, nd joan, angela, the whole group. i don't feel like one of them anymore. nd yes, i did used to feel that way. ever since the whole sadies sich, everything's changed over there. nd i'm sorry mariel, but i can't honestly tell who my best friend is anymore. don't worry, the problem isn't you, it's me. it's not that you're not my bestfriend. i just feel like when i think, "bestfriend" i don't know who it is anymore. the only one who really is my best friend, and always will be, is Jesus Christ. nd that's not gonna change. i don't even know what i'm trying to say. i guess i'm the problem. since i moved to rowland, i haven't had a best friend for more than a year, i think. until i met mariel. don't worry, i still love you. nd you've done nothing wrong. it's just all in my head, nd i'm just overthinking every little freaking thing. i have been for a while. idk what's going on, i just wish it would stop. the last time it was super-hard for me to be "long-term happy" was back in august/september when my longest relationship was over. at least this time i'm not depressed, at least this time i'm not crying. but still, it's killing me inside nd i just wish it would all just go away.
Saturday, April 4, 2009
sadies 'o9
oh goosh how fun it was :)
so my day started out horribly. well the horrible-ness started the night before, when my contact went down the drain. turns out i'd have to wear my glasses to sadies the next day. so i get to school yesterday morning nd i realize i left my phone at home. i call my mom with kelley's phone [thanks btw] to tell her to bring me my phone. first period was..eeh. mrs burch was bein' moody. got freakin' frustated with us for no reason we could really understand. for me, it turned out okay, but apparently for her it was a completely different story. i hope she's okay. then second period came along. i had some mickey mouse shaped chicken nuggets :) haha, those were pretty good. so i went to the office to get my phone during second period. i also realized that i forgot my money at home -_- so uh, i was done with all my work, yay ! nd the test was postponed to tuesday. thanks, mr. girard ! hm, third period we watched romeo nd juliet. romeo freakin' looks like zac efron hahaha. so fourth period we watched cast away. i think we're almost done with it. it's a really good movie :) hm, fifth period. the ONLY class i have homework in -_- but whatevers, it's not that much. that was pretty boring, we watched some like, boring evolution cartoons haha. filled the tank nd fed the crabs, then had lunch. sixth period, watched more wang zi bian qing wa. deng, i just realized i watched so many movies or whatever haha. seventh period, basketball. 'course we couldn't go into the gym, so i thought we were just signing in. turns out we were testing. i did like, 35 curlups nd 22 pushups hahaha. then david couldn't take me home so i walked. took me 18 minutes ! it's supposed to take like 26. i was walkin' so fast my calves were hurting. 3:03, called kevinlim nd asked him to take me to school. dabbie was freaking rushing me. so kevin ended up having to take me to chris's house. but we had to go to school first for my shirt. SORRY KEVIN, REALLY :[ I LAVA YOOUUUU ! :) chris's house. that was fuuuun :) when i got there, it was chris, patrick, dabbie, charlie, vince, nd mark. they were playing halo or osmething haha idk, i was doin' my nails. so at first i was in a really bad mood cuhs of what had been happening for the past half hour. started doing my nails. messed up only about a bajillion times. got some nailpolish on my pants. yeah, by that time i was in a REALLY bad mood. so i finally finished. charlie, vince, nd mark had left already. dab was straightening my hair :o first time omg ! but it didn't really make a difference -_- patrick's piano skills are ahh-mazing. it's so beautiful, really. you gotta hear it. so we were playin' some guitar hero 4. that was freakin' fun too hahaha. we were movin' to the music. i did everything but guitar. vocals at first cuhs my nails were drying LMAO. drums were boring, cuhs i didn't have time to go to a harder level, 'specially cuhs everyone else wanted to play drums. so i took up the bass. hahahah that was fuuuuun :) yeah, idk how many times i've said the word "fun" but idk what other word to use, hahaha. then justin came. hm, we went to kanow's house to pick up truong, then we went to cue ! :D cue was fun too. we saw daavid, chriscelle, kevinlim, nd angelaa. turns out chris was wearing the same shirt as david nd chriscelle. hahaha how awkward ;) so we went to the booat. my diet totally failed. i been eating meat with carbs. lmaoo. i ordered some beef pad see ew nd boba thai iced tea. cleaned my plate cuhs i'm a fatty. i even finished chris's fried rice hahaha. goosh, i really need lose some weight. alrighty, so this is when we go to school. i go to my locker with jasper, then we go to the bathroom cuhs i have to pee. we go towards the gym, we see kanow nd them, then nd we split. i'm with dab nd them, he's..wherever he is. hahah so we got in the gym, first person i see is kevinhsu. haha, i find eric. YAAAY ! stupid. his shirt was SO not the same as mine -_- hahah whateveeers :) saw ms. hu, which was pretty awkward hahaha but whatevers. dude idk how many times i drank water. i danced like cuhraazy :) but nothing dirty, don't worry ;) it was so hot in there, i was sweating like a pig. had to dance with jasper for the first slow dance cuhs of stupid asb pictures. eric had to go to that, nd kelley [jasper's date] had to go to that. so i ended up dancing with jasper..-_- HAHA well the last dance was with eric so whatevers. i woke up this morning kinda sore. like seriously, i'm not sure if that's from the pushups nd curlups, or if that's from the dancing. i wouldn't be surprised if it was the latter. wow, i'm finally almost done with this post. i had a bittersweet day yesterday, but it turned out well :) hopefully i'll have time to buy lydiazhang's present later. nd hopefully i'll get new contacts soon.
peace outt !
. lyd ! <3
p.s. i still can't believe kanow was dancing. hahahha ;)
so my day started out horribly. well the horrible-ness started the night before, when my contact went down the drain. turns out i'd have to wear my glasses to sadies the next day. so i get to school yesterday morning nd i realize i left my phone at home. i call my mom with kelley's phone [thanks btw] to tell her to bring me my phone. first period was..eeh. mrs burch was bein' moody. got freakin' frustated with us for no reason we could really understand. for me, it turned out okay, but apparently for her it was a completely different story. i hope she's okay. then second period came along. i had some mickey mouse shaped chicken nuggets :) haha, those were pretty good. so i went to the office to get my phone during second period. i also realized that i forgot my money at home -_- so uh, i was done with all my work, yay ! nd the test was postponed to tuesday. thanks, mr. girard ! hm, third period we watched romeo nd juliet. romeo freakin' looks like zac efron hahaha. so fourth period we watched cast away. i think we're almost done with it. it's a really good movie :) hm, fifth period. the ONLY class i have homework in -_- but whatevers, it's not that much. that was pretty boring, we watched some like, boring evolution cartoons haha. filled the tank nd fed the crabs, then had lunch. sixth period, watched more wang zi bian qing wa. deng, i just realized i watched so many movies or whatever haha. seventh period, basketball. 'course we couldn't go into the gym, so i thought we were just signing in. turns out we were testing. i did like, 35 curlups nd 22 pushups hahaha. then david couldn't take me home so i walked. took me 18 minutes ! it's supposed to take like 26. i was walkin' so fast my calves were hurting. 3:03, called kevinlim nd asked him to take me to school. dabbie was freaking rushing me. so kevin ended up having to take me to chris's house. but we had to go to school first for my shirt. SORRY KEVIN, REALLY :[ I LAVA YOOUUUU ! :) chris's house. that was fuuuun :) when i got there, it was chris, patrick, dabbie, charlie, vince, nd mark. they were playing halo or osmething haha idk, i was doin' my nails. so at first i was in a really bad mood cuhs of what had been happening for the past half hour. started doing my nails. messed up only about a bajillion times. got some nailpolish on my pants. yeah, by that time i was in a REALLY bad mood. so i finally finished. charlie, vince, nd mark had left already. dab was straightening my hair :o first time omg ! but it didn't really make a difference -_- patrick's piano skills are ahh-mazing. it's so beautiful, really. you gotta hear it. so we were playin' some guitar hero 4. that was freakin' fun too hahaha. we were movin' to the music. i did everything but guitar. vocals at first cuhs my nails were drying LMAO. drums were boring, cuhs i didn't have time to go to a harder level, 'specially cuhs everyone else wanted to play drums. so i took up the bass. hahahah that was fuuuuun :) yeah, idk how many times i've said the word "fun" but idk what other word to use, hahaha. then justin came. hm, we went to kanow's house to pick up truong, then we went to cue ! :D cue was fun too. we saw daavid, chriscelle, kevinlim, nd angelaa. turns out chris was wearing the same shirt as david nd chriscelle. hahaha how awkward ;) so we went to the booat. my diet totally failed. i been eating meat with carbs. lmaoo. i ordered some beef pad see ew nd boba thai iced tea. cleaned my plate cuhs i'm a fatty. i even finished chris's fried rice hahaha. goosh, i really need lose some weight. alrighty, so this is when we go to school. i go to my locker with jasper, then we go to the bathroom cuhs i have to pee. we go towards the gym, we see kanow nd them, then nd we split. i'm with dab nd them, he's..wherever he is. hahah so we got in the gym, first person i see is kevinhsu. haha, i find eric. YAAAY ! stupid. his shirt was SO not the same as mine -_- hahah whateveeers :) saw ms. hu, which was pretty awkward hahaha but whatevers. dude idk how many times i drank water. i danced like cuhraazy :) but nothing dirty, don't worry ;) it was so hot in there, i was sweating like a pig. had to dance with jasper for the first slow dance cuhs of stupid asb pictures. eric had to go to that, nd kelley [jasper's date] had to go to that. so i ended up dancing with jasper..-_- HAHA well the last dance was with eric so whatevers. i woke up this morning kinda sore. like seriously, i'm not sure if that's from the pushups nd curlups, or if that's from the dancing. i wouldn't be surprised if it was the latter. wow, i'm finally almost done with this post. i had a bittersweet day yesterday, but it turned out well :) hopefully i'll have time to buy lydiazhang's present later. nd hopefully i'll get new contacts soon.
peace outt !
. lyd ! <3
p.s. i still can't believe kanow was dancing. hahahha ;)
Thursday, April 2, 2009
el pollo loco
is pretty darned delicious. the crazy chicken ? it's exactly what i am ;)
soo..wow. sadies is tomorrow, crazy ain't it ? it's like nobody's excited for it, hahaha. well i finally have somewhere to go. honestly, i really wanted just to go to jen's house to hang nd have fun nd get ready for sadies, just the two of us. then i thought, she's gonna be hangin' out with kanow & jess nd them, yeeah i'm cool with that :) but it's like every option that came up, no ride for lyd. so i guess i'm goin' to chris's house with dab. hahahah. i'm really hoping that's set, nd that it's not gonna change. cuhs i don't even know if chris knows i'm going -_- but whatevers, goin' home alone is always an option..
i'm sick. i'm supersick. nd "you're supersick ? that's the worst thing you could get" according to kevinlim hahaha. something like that..goosh, our handshake was never really finished. nd even the parts i came up with, i never finished teaching him haha. sorry handshake, you've been rejected, neglected.
ayee, i feel like i've had so little homework. but i'm not being..constructive [?] about it. i just procrastinate until like 10 pm, then i start working. nd even then i get distracted. ugh i hate my stupid horrible time management.
weeell hmm
"If you remain in Me and My words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given to you." - John 15:7
this is a really powerful verse. just think. ask WHATEVER you wish, and it will be given to you. wouldn't that be amazing ? all you have to do is remain in Christ & keep His words remaining in you. cuh-raazy 8]
peace outt !
. lyd ! <3
soo..wow. sadies is tomorrow, crazy ain't it ? it's like nobody's excited for it, hahaha. well i finally have somewhere to go. honestly, i really wanted just to go to jen's house to hang nd have fun nd get ready for sadies, just the two of us. then i thought, she's gonna be hangin' out with kanow & jess nd them, yeeah i'm cool with that :) but it's like every option that came up, no ride for lyd. so i guess i'm goin' to chris's house with dab. hahahah. i'm really hoping that's set, nd that it's not gonna change. cuhs i don't even know if chris knows i'm going -_- but whatevers, goin' home alone is always an option..
i'm sick. i'm supersick. nd "you're supersick ? that's the worst thing you could get" according to kevinlim hahaha. something like that..goosh, our handshake was never really finished. nd even the parts i came up with, i never finished teaching him haha. sorry handshake, you've been rejected, neglected.
ayee, i feel like i've had so little homework. but i'm not being..constructive [?] about it. i just procrastinate until like 10 pm, then i start working. nd even then i get distracted. ugh i hate my stupid horrible time management.
weeell hmm
"If you remain in Me and My words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given to you." - John 15:7
this is a really powerful verse. just think. ask WHATEVER you wish, and it will be given to you. wouldn't that be amazing ? all you have to do is remain in Christ & keep His words remaining in you. cuh-raazy 8]
peace outt !
. lyd ! <3
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
040109
it's april guys, FINALLY. idk how long i've been waiting, i just know i wanted to get march over with. idk why, the third month of 2009 was just KILLING me. but here we are, it's april, nd i'm happy :) WHOO how exciting.
this month started off just finee. just wanna say, thanks for the ride home, david. hope you didn't get lost on your way out ! hahaha ;) hmm, paid $1.25 for "as many cookies as i want" muahahah, thanks again to david for that. nd tawnya, i'm still waitin' for more milano ;) deeng, i'm sucha fattie. i'm plannin' to go on a diet. i need to lose some serious weight. i'm hopin' by the end of freshman year, i'll have lost like 20 pounds. it's not very likely, i know. BUT TOO BAD. hahahah, idk. my mom says, "don't eat carbs with meat. don't eat meat with carbs." ima try that for a while, cuhs she says it works. hm, who knows. cuhs i'm too lazy to look it up, haha. my tummy fat is really buggin' me, cuhs there definitely didn't used to be so much D:
haha, i have no idea how many times i said "april fools !" today. it was all like, superlame stuff too. why am i so lame ? i have no idea. rawr, i think i should go do my hw now.. :D
peace outt !
. lyd ! <3
this month started off just finee. just wanna say, thanks for the ride home, david. hope you didn't get lost on your way out ! hahaha ;) hmm, paid $1.25 for "as many cookies as i want" muahahah, thanks again to david for that. nd tawnya, i'm still waitin' for more milano ;) deeng, i'm sucha fattie. i'm plannin' to go on a diet. i need to lose some serious weight. i'm hopin' by the end of freshman year, i'll have lost like 20 pounds. it's not very likely, i know. BUT TOO BAD. hahahah, idk. my mom says, "don't eat carbs with meat. don't eat meat with carbs." ima try that for a while, cuhs she says it works. hm, who knows. cuhs i'm too lazy to look it up, haha. my tummy fat is really buggin' me, cuhs there definitely didn't used to be so much D:
haha, i have no idea how many times i said "april fools !" today. it was all like, superlame stuff too. why am i so lame ? i have no idea. rawr, i think i should go do my hw now.. :D
peace outt !
. lyd ! <3
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