here's a list

of things i wanna do before i die. i may add to it in the future, if i remember. hahaha

in no particular order :
1. go ice skating
2. go skydiving
3. read the twilight series
4. read "do hard things"
5. read eragon & eldest or whatever
6. convert someone [more would be better] to christianity
7. read the Bible through
8. spend a day just hanging out nd having fun with a close friend. yes, one friend.
9. take a walk to as far as i want
10. lose my stress & be carefree, for at least a day
11. be a rebel for a day ;)
12. omg lose 30 pounds
13. make that music vid ! coughJENcough
14. throw a successful surprise birthday party
15. make a much longer list cuhs i'm too lazy to think of anymore.

so, i didn't blog yesterday. possibly this might be another two looooong posts ;D
i know how much jess enjoyed reading my COMPLETELY pointless posts two days ago, or whenever it was. hahaha yeah, i spent THREE freaking hours on the phone with her yesterday. even though like both of us have horrible reception, so it kept losing signal or whatever. still, altogether, it's the longest i've been on the phone in a while. i don't even remember the last time i had such a long phone conversation. well whatevers. so i won't be deatiled about yesterday. i just wanna mention that we totally like pigged out in the parking lot at albertsons. hhahaha it was funny. so it was joan, me, davidwizzang, nd ericman. we were just hangin' out at school nd we got bored. so we decided to go somewhere, but we had no idea where. so we just got on the car nd started going. then david was like let's go to albertsons so we went to albertsons nd bought a buncha food. st. patrick's day cookies ! potato salad & macaroni salad. we bought both cuhs we couldn't pick. hahaha. mm some arizonaa, nd i think that's it. david got a free rootbeerfloat for donating to something or something..haha then we pigged out on the car in the parking lot while listening to david's music. some guy in a car in front of us had his head out the window. it looked like he was watching us, WHICH IT TOTALLY CREEPY ! but joan said he was probably sleeping. i really don't think so..hahahaha well we got back to school, i had to walk home, i fell asleep as usual, ate, called jess, nd did my homework.

TODAY.
first period, nothing to blog about, as usual. second period. i texted kevin lim with jess's phone, nd it started this completely long text conversation which didn't end until like seventh period. but half of the time, he was talking to jess, cuhs sadly, i'm not in all of her classes. hahahah THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT ME. so uh yeah, i spent all of second period pretty much texting kevin nd talking to jess. third period : texting kevin nd watching shrek ! goodjob jess, we won the competition ;) fourth period : pop quiz or whatever, idk. they called it a test, but it didn't really seem like one. i don't have this class with jess, so no texting for mee. hahaah finished watching over the hedge. fifth period : took a test ! omg. nd i don't have that class with jess either. LUNCH ! bestbuddies ! heads up seven up & four corners. pretty fun, but lack of people present. hahahah nd then i spent the rest of lunch looking for kevin, but i couldn't find him -_- so, sixth period : we had a sub ! jess is in my class, so i spent that period texting kevin. i was pretty much like, screw my worksheet. hahaha, they were all asking me for help, nd i just wanted to say I DIDN'T DO IT YET ! hahaha jaykay, i don't mind helping people. so i texted kevin, talking about how he was talking to jess, nd i said, but you like talking to me more, right ? nd he didn't respond for the longest time. i just wanted to slap him on the back side of the head. then he responded, saying he was eating. SURE, KEVIN. SURE. hahaha jaykay, i believe you :) hahahaha i wonder what would happen, or like what he would say if he read my blogs..lmao. thank goodness he doesn't have internet in his room ! hahaha jaykay, i don't mind if he reads these things. hm so, he had to go pick up his brother at southlands, WHICH IS TOTALLY MY OLD SCHOOL, nd i went with him. we got there nd i started talking about who my old teachers were, nd i think the only one still there is mrs. holbrook, gosh i had her in freakin' KINDERGARTEN. i went up to her, "hi mrs. holbrook, do you remember me ? i'm lydia" "no, i'm sorry, but hi lydia :)" "oh..okay" nd then after a while she was like, yeah, i remember your face. nd i was like, oh ! hahaha. but something makes me think she just made that up. she said she was like half asleep today, nd she told me to promise that i'd go back to see her. i'm thinkin' she just wants me to go back another day so she can go home nd look at some old yearbooks nd figure out who i am. HAHAHAH kevin would totally agree. he always makes fun of me, yaknow ? but then again he's just like that. so we went to kevin's house cuhs he wanted to take a shower. nd i spent the time talking to his lil' brother ryan. he's a coolcat 8] we watched the turtle for a while, nd then i wanted to see kevin's room. so we went upstairs nd spent five minutes smelling his cologne. hahahaha. then he came out of the shower..uh. no details. nd i went into ryan's room nd looked around. then i decided to go out on the balcony cuhs i thought it was cool. deng, i'm like so deprived, aren't i ? then kevin came nd he was like let's go. so we went back to school, nd we started playing some basketball. oh btw, i had a poptart ! at kevin's house. then we brought some pudding to school nd i ate one of those too. i'm a fatty. up there, from my list, about losing 30 pounds, i really don't know if it'll ever happen. HAHAHA so back to basketball. it waaaaas ryanlim, meee, ericchang, ericman, jacklin, kevinlim, chrisidkhislastname, uh, angela was there, but she never plays cuhs i hit her in the face with a basketball. haha jaykay, that's not the reason. but i did do that.. :[ nd if i'm forgetting anyone, sorry ! so at the end it was just kevin, ryan, angela, nd me. so kevin took me home after a while, nd i signed on, went to my grandparents, came back, nd here i am. i know this is like totally superlong. SORRY :D

peace outt !
. lyd ! <3

p.s. happy birthday, karina <3